"Bikini? No."
"Bal.."
"Kathryn hindi pwede."
"Edi ba nga, private naman yung island. Safe naman siguro na mag bikini ako? Like nung we travelled to Subic. Tayo ni Arisse, di ba naka one-piece ako nun? Bakit ngayon, you're not allowing me?"
"Kase ayoko. Tatlo kayong babantayan ko dun! Bal naman konting concern naman saken. Saka sa tingin mo ba, porque private wala ng kukuha ng picture? Kathryn, sa ibang bansa lang tayo pwede maghappy happy dahil walang 'paparazzi'. Hayaan mo, sa Barcelona kahit buong trip natin dun magbikini ka.. But tomorrow, it's a NO. Big NO." Seryoso na niya yang sabi meaning I can't change his mind na talaga. It is fixed already! My gosh.
We are having this conversation again. I thought that he would consider na the island is private he would allow me na to wear bikini, and yet he's so pissed bc we're having this conversation again daw. Whuuut?
"Bal.. Please? Anong gusto mong isuot ko, pants and long sleeves?"
"Gusto mo ng seryosong sagot? OO." He rolled his eyes on me and continued watching the game replay of his biased team in NBA.
"Are you serious? Gusto mo bang pagtawanan ako sa beach??"
"Nope."
"Ayaw mo pala eh why don't you just allow me? Si Mama nga pumayag eh. For what daw ba ang pagggym ko kung tetengga lang?"
He looked, and glare at me.
"For show pala yang paggym mo, edi sana nagpose ka nalang sa mga magazines! Ayon. Sige nalaman ko nga pala na may botohan na naman sa FHM. Sigurado ako binoboto ka nila! Kung mag number one ka man, gawin mo na yung gusto mo. Huwag mo na ko masyado intindihin kase, diba? Hindi naman masyadong IMPORTANTE yung side ko. Sige!" Nagkikibit-balikat lang siya while proving his point.
"Bal.. You're not making this easy.."
"And you're not making this easy either! Tapos na tayo sa diskusyon na 'to diba, mahal? Bakit pinipilit mo na naman??"
Papaling paling lang siya ng lingon. He will look at me then back to the game on tv, then back to me again. Cycle.
"I just want to wear that could make me feel proud sa pinaghirapan ko.."
"Mag two-piece ka dun sa kwarto mo, sa bahay niyo. Doon."
"Tsk! Ang hirap mo naman i-please eh! Bakit si Arisse sinusuportahan pa nga siya ni Pat sa pagsuot ng swimsuits!"
"Don't start with that, Kathryn."
