Infatuation (Published)

Infatuation.08

I was just wondering why LUST is included in the seven mortal sins. I sighed. Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayari sa akin nitong mga nakaraang araw pero sa lahat ng intrusions ni Lukas ay nag-gi-give in ako. I mean – maybe it was because of the way he kisses me every time no one is looking or maybe it was because of the fact that we were in hiding, nakakadagdag sa excitement. Ewan ko... basta I like it every time he's around.

That Saturday, naghahanda na ako para umuwi kay Nanay. Isang linggo ko siyang hindi nakita at uuwi ako ngayon, tapos bukas, may date din ako kay Baby Boy Gene. Hindi ko alam kung makakatingin ako sa mga mata niya sa oras na magkita kami. Hindi ko pa naman siya boyfriend pero nagi-guilty na ako dahil sa mga ginagawa naming ni Lukas. Hindi lang naman kasi kami nagki-kiss. America kids call that making out.

It's not like I haven't made out with anyone before him – pero when it's with Lukas – it's different. So different, so good – mas good pa sa KFC. Habang nilalagay ko ang mga gamit ko sa bag ay bigla na lang bumukas ang pinto ng silid. I looked back and I saw Lukas, he grinned at me then I saw him locked the door.

"Lukas!" Napapadyak ako tapos ay napapalatak. "Ano na naman?!" He giggled tapos ay lumapit siya sa akin. Akala ko hahatakin niya ako pero bigla siyang naupo sa kama ko. I pouted my lips. Alam ko kung anog tumatakbo sa isip ng gunggong na ito at hindi ako papayag – no way!

"Do you really need to ask?" He said sexily. He was wearing a red polo shirt with collar and a pair of tight jeans. His hair was a bit messy and that made him look even sexier. Oo, ang sexy ni Lukas, medyo fit sa kanya iyong shit niya so I can really see his muscles. Minsan talaga parang ang hirap-hirap na hindi magnasa. I made a face. He winked. Inaakit na naman niya ako. Ang landi talaga ng lalaking ito.

"Magtigil ka! Iuuntog kita sa biceps ko!" Sigaw ko sa kanya. Lukas' eyes widened then he ended up laughing. I sighed. Ang sarap talagang pakinggan ng tawa ng kumag na ito – pati tawa niya – sexy. I sighed again.

"Umalis ka na diyan, baka gabihin pa ako."

"Are you going home to your mom's?" He asked. Pati ba naman pagtatanong niya in English – sexy pa din? I wanted to pinch myself. Ang green-green na ng isip ko. Nako-corrupt dahil sa gunggong na si Lukas!

"Oo. Kaya lumayas ka na!" I pushed him away tapos ay tumayo ako sa tabi niya. To my surprise naramdaman kong hinawakan ni Lukas ang bared legs ko. I was only wearing a pair of fade shorts and a razor back sando na pinatungan ng polo shirt.

"Lukas!" I hissed. He grinned. He took my hand and pulled me closer, napaupo ako sa lap niya. He held my waist at kahit na ilang beses kong subukan ay hindi ako makakawala. He made me wrapped my legs around his waist then he started nuzzling my neck. Automatically, inilagay ko ang mga braso ko sa balikat niya and I let him kiss me there. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit ganito na lang ang epekto niya sa akin. Hindi naman ako innocent, virgin ako pero nursing graduate ako plus I am old enough and I know his intrusions were wrong but I just really couldn't help myself. It's as if there was something in his lips that every time it brushes against my skin – I feel so intoxicated.

Lukas caught my lips and just like what he taught me before, I opened my mouth and let his tongue do its exploration. Later on, I am both moaning and panting for air.

"Luke..." I called his name out loud when I felt his hands knead both my breasts. His other hand went at the end of my sando – itinaas niya iyon, matapos iyon ay naramdaman ko ang kamay niya sa likod ko – he unclasped my bra. He took his time feeling me, touching me, making me moan and making me want more.

I know now why LUST is included in the seven mortal sins although it feels so good – sabi nga diba, ang anumang sobra ay nakakasama – right now – iyong mga ginagawa ni Lukas at iyong mga nararamdaman ko kapag kasama ko siya – it's too much. Too much LUST.