Infatuation (Published)

Epilogue: Surprise

"Uhh..."

Tumayo ako agad nang marinig kong umungol si Lukas. Tinabihan ko siya sa kama at saka hinaplos ang buhok niya. Pawis na pawis siya, kanina binalot ko siya ng kumot kasi ang taas-taas ng lagnat niya, Tinanong ko si B1 at B2 ang sabi ng mga ito, naulanan daw si Lukas noong isang gabi, tanda ko iyong gabing iyon, iyon iyong araw na dinedma ko siya, pauwi na ako at ang sabi niya ihahatid niya ako kasi nga malakas ang ulan pero hindi ko siya pinansin, hindi ko naman alam na hinintay niya pa pala akong makasakay ng taxi bago siya pumasok sa ospital. Wala pa naman siyang dalang payong noon.

"Luke? Luke?" Bahagya kong inalog ang balikat niya. He opened his eyes. Nakatitig siya sa akin. "Luke, nagugutom ka ba?" I asked him. Hindi siya nagsalita. Bigla siyang bumangon, iba ang mga tingin niya ngayon. I suddenly felt scared.

"Ayoko na." Sabi niya bigla. Kumunot ang noo ko. "Ayoko nang maging mabait." He said.

"Lukas, ano bang sinasabi mo? Nagdedeliryo ka, mahiga ka ulit, magpahinga ka." Akmang kukumutan ko siya nang bigla niya akong hawakan sa palapulsuhan. He literally dragged me to lie on the bed. Napasinghap ako. Tumama ang ulo ko sa headboard ng kama.

"Lukas!" I exclaimed. He pinned my arms over my head. He was on top of me. "Luke ano ba?!" Sigaw ko sa kanya.

"Ubos na ang pasensya ko, Apollo. Kung hindi kita madadaan sa maayos na usapan, dadaanin kita sa gulatan." Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. He ripped my clothes apart – kasama pati underwear. He was moving with so much urgency, feeling ko may sunog sa paligid. He bent his head down and attacked my lips, I tried pushing him away, with all of my strength, I pushed him away but he was too strong. Ang alam ko, iyong may mga lagnat, nanghihina, pero iba si Lukas, it was as if he had found another source of energy.

His hand started roaming around my body, I moaned when he pinched both mounds of my breast. Bigla ko siyang nasampal.

"Dammit!" He exclaimed. Tumayo siya at saka tumalikod. Binuksan niya ang drawer at may kinuha doon. I knew that I had to stand up pero bago pa man ako makatayo ay katabi ko na naman siya. He took both my hands and tied it with his tie.

"Lukas! Lukas ano ba?!" Sigaw ko. He looked at me.

"I told you I can be gentle pero hindi effective iyon sa'yo!" Tumaas ang boses niya. Nang maitali niya ang kamay ko ay inilagay na naman niya ang mga iyon sa may ulunan ko. He kissed my lips again, before I could kiss him back, his lips started going down my neck, he bit that sensitive part, I closed my eyes, I bit my lower lip. His hand found my left breast and massaged it while his mouth sucked on the other. I was feeling that familiar sensation again, siya lang talaga ang nakakagawa sa akin noon. Lukas' skin was warm, hindi ko alam kung dahil sa lagnat iyon o dahil mainit na talaga siya.

"Lukas, Lukas, ahhhhh!" I couldn't help but moan. I guess my body couldn't deny it anymore, I miss him, I miss his touch, his kisses, his warmth, I miss this – the real Luke, the rough one. I felt him opening my legs with his knee. I braced myself, I knew what was going to happen next and when it happened, I screamed so loud, I actually didn't care if B1 and B2 hear us, wala na akong pakialam, ang alam ko lang, Lukas was doing wonderful thing to my body again and it felt so good, so delicious. I was feeling so hot, hindi na ako mapakali. His mouth was doing wonders to that sacred part of me.

"Lukas!" I screamed his name again. "Shit! Lukas! Oh fuck! Fuck!"

Suddenly he stopped. He looked at me.

"You have such a dirty mouth, babe." Sabi niya sa akin. I felt myself blushed.

"Sipain kita diyan eh!" Sabi ko. Hindi ako masyadong makagalaw kasi nakatali iyong kamay ko. Humihingal ako, I was catching my breath. I don't know how many times I had convulsed because of his beautiful lips, but I had and that makes me feel so weak.