The World Through My Eyes [My Poem Collection]

Gomenasai

Memories hurt, 

So does regretting. 

Days are lost, 

It's so upsetting.  

When I walk down my street, 

I picture you waving at me. 

You run towards me so fast, 

Showing a smile so wild and free. 

But now the street stays empty, 

The trees have all lost their color. 

Without your eccentric personality, 

Everything seems so much duller. 

Memories hurt, 

So does the guilt. 

Days are lost, 

Wishes unfulfilled. 

Your name is a conversation killer, 

It hurts that nobody talks about you. 

You shouldn't be forgotten like this, 

Not after all you helped us through. 

The number of our group is wrong, 

You cut a huge hole into our life. 

Some seem to have moved on, 

But I'm not that sure I will survive. 

Memories hurt, 

So does crying. 

Days are lost, 

The truth's lying. 

I still cry when I listen to your music, 

The lyrics hold more truth than before. 

Hearing them, I should have known, 

But I can't make things right anymore. 

I live with this soul eating guilt every day, 

The mirror keeps yelling "Murderer!" to me. 

They have moved on, while I keep hurting, 

It's tearing me apart, but they can't see. 

Memories hurt, 

So does bleeding 

Days are lost, 

I am pleading. 

The nights are long when you don't call, 

Nobody can joke around like you could. 

I'm keep staring at the phone, waiting, 

Even though I know I lost you for good. 

These words can't explain how I miss you, 

How much I'm hurting over your death. 

But I will never ever forget you, sweetie, 

I'll say your name with my last breath. 

Memories hurt, 

So does grieving 

Days are lost, 

Always leaving. 

Gomenasai, my friend.