saudade; a phan oneshot
saudade;
a nostalgic longing
to be near again to
someone or something
that is distant, or
that has been loved
or
lost.
- - -
dan misses phil
and phil misses dan.
they had been distant with each other
because of what had happened yesterday
dan went for the kiss
and phil kissed back
*
they always thought of themselves as 'platonic best friends'
and nothing more
dan always wanted to be more
and so did phil.
but they were too blind to see it.
*
"Now, we may call up Phil Lester tl say something about this tragic event, which is known, as the death of Dan Howell."
phil stood up and went over to the stage
"Dan and I... were best friends. He was there for me, when I was down, and so was I when he was."
"He was the one who had the guts to talk to me and have mini conversations on our social media--"
The people chuckled.
"-- then we asked for each other's Skype names cause we wanted to see each other."
"I could still remember the words and the topics we talked about."
"Sometimes I would sacrifice my homework for Uni, and talk to Dan for 5 hours."
"And then I remember when we finally had enough money, t-to meet each other."
"When he arrived, I hugged him and never let go.
The screen flashed a picture of Phil, hugging Dan and them meeting forr the first time.
Phil stopped, and looked behind him.
He was teary-eyed, and people looked at him in awe.
He smiled.
"I-I'm sorry- I just..."
"Don't be sorry," the vicar smiled.
"I just- I couldn't say the thing I always wanted to say."
"I loved him."
The vicar smiled sadly and announced,
"Saudade?"
Phil nodded,
"Saudade..."
- - -
WASNT THAT A ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS???????
i'm sorry.
- ally
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