Crying tears of origins unknown,
I found that nothing can be truly known.
In this world of beautiful lies we bask ourselves looking for truth,
Ironic it sounds but can't be denied.
In a room with people bubbly and gay,
I sat gloomy not knowing what to say.
Something struck me like a lightning bolt,
I realised that I was making her less bold.
I wished she hadn't met me,
For I would all but change her back to the person she was scared to be.
I give her nightmares, I remind her stuff,
I'm pretty much the devil but we aren't a bluff!!
She is becoming vulnerable again,
I'm shit scared for things may go insane.
But all said and done,
I love her as certain dark things are to be loved,
In secret, between the shadow and the soul!
-ashh
