space blue. as dark as the sky, too far to be touched by the blazing sun. so much blue, too much. will I ever genuinely be happy again?
doubtful. I've tried and tried and tried, only to spiral back down into the blue abyss, deeper than ever before.
this is one of those times. just the other day, I met Brendon and was overjoyed, legitimately bursting with white. however, my head ruined it.
I can't tell him about the blue, for I know he won't understand, given that no one ever does. he'll think I'm crazy, although I wholly and truly am. he doesn't need to know that though.
Brendon texts me, and just for a second, the blue lowers, but immediately darting back down into extreme darkness.
black.
now it's black again.
however, this time, it's because my fat ass is malnourished.
oh well, I deserve it. I deserve to starve.
and I'm never going to reply to that text either.
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blue metropolis // brallon
Fanfictionbaby, the city is awfully blue without you // can you tell i was depressed when i wrote this
