Sent to Dan at 2:44 AM-
Phil; Dan... I'm missing you a lot. My therapist said that I have to move on. She says its not healthy but I ignore her. I know you're still aliveMESSAGE NOT DELIVERED
Phil- it doesn't ever let me send the messages Dan but I know you can see them. I don't believe that, that wasn't your body. You've never been so pale... Nor have you ever been so unhappy. At least i didn't think so
4:02 AM
Phil- I'm laughing, going insane. Slowly...
4:17 AM
Phil- Can I join you? The apartment, every single object holds a sentimental value and I can't do it anymore Dan. Why the fluff did you leave me? No, why the fuck did you? I'm not even myself anymore
6:47 AM
Phil- I hear your voice. I can feel you next to me. Please try my tears. Please hold me. I don't want anyone else Dan. I want you. I miss you. I even miss your never ending rants about things like politics and anime & just deep things in general
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2: 38PMPhil: I'm off to see my therapist now, I don't really want to go. They're thinking of drugging me up on anti-depressants. I said no.
4:02PM
Phil- I've finished, it took me a while to get home. I feel sick. I've deactivated my Twitter because I can't handle the comments after every tweet I upload.
'Where's Dan?'
'Is Dan okay?'
I'm not going to be the one to tell them Dan6:33PM
Martyn's cleaning out your stuff. He says its for the best. There's one thing I didn't let him take though Dan, your old trust bear you've had since you were born. You loved your bear and I loved my bear, you...
8:56PM
Im watching all of our collabs and even iconic 'phan moments' and every video takes me back. Nostalgia. I loved filming videos with you and oh, Tabitha is dead. Dil is depressed, that makes two of us.
2:56AM
Im going now Dan. Martyn is looking after me. Says that he's going to get me help but the first step is to let you go... Let this go. Just remember my bear, I love you so very much and I promise I'll hold on. Just for you. So many people miss you. Including your millions of internet friends.
Love Philly x
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FanfictionHi! I know I'm currently writing an actual phanfic right now but I thought it would be adorable & fun if I wrote some messages that Dan & Phil have 110% probably sent each other. Enjoy and don't forget to give me a cheeky vote:3