isolated |jikook| discontinued

P.J.M

I stood there, not knowing what to do I mean, I was the one who pushed him in the room and I locked the door....

I..locked....the...door....

My eyes widened at the situation that I just created and I hurriedly turned to Jungkook

"I uh don't think that I'm gonna do something or or forgive cause I'm not I'm just..." My words trailed off as I didn't know how to explain myself

I looked away from him, my face red from the embarrassment I brought upon myself

A few seconds later, a loud sigh came out from him

"Why would I think that you would do something to me? Is it because of the incident or something else?" His voice was not filled with anger or anything but it was filled with...disappointment?

I turned to him and he was looking at me with the same look he gave me when he opened the door...

My breath hitched and my heart started beating faster

'No, I'm supposed to forget about these stupid feelings that I have for him....but why do I find it so difficult?'

"If you're not gonna answer means jut stare at me like that then just.....go" he said, trudging towards our bunk bed and climbed up

I followed his movements and as he settled on his bed, he gave me one last look

"Stop staring at me like that and leave....leave me alone" he said, his voice emotionless but his eyes were full of emotions...

I opened my mouth but he turned around and face the wall

I looked down, regretting everything I just done for the past few minutes...

I walked towards the door and opened it, I was about to step out but I uttered what I wanted to say

"Jungkook...from now on, I'm gonna forget the feelings that I confessed to you the other day, that's what you wanted right?"

I stepped out and shut the door behind me and leaned against it

I looked up at the ceiling and i started tearing up

'Why is it so hard for me to forget about you....why Jungkook-ah'