My Only Exception

Chapter 18

"Okay" She replied before heading towards the door "Bye guys" 

"So what do you want to do?" Louis asks Sitting up 

"I dont know, watch T.V or something, Why?"

"No reason, I was just asking."

"Oh. Well we can go watch T.V. in my room or we can go out to the park or something"

"We can watch a movie in your room, its getting dark out anyways"

"Okay" I say standing up from the couch

Louis and I walk upstairs to my room and sit at the end of my bed.

"What do you want to watch?" I ask grabbing the remote off the dresser.

"It dosent matter" Louis says  turning towards me and pulling me to lie down in his chest. I move my body to get in a more comfortable position and pull myself deeper in his arms.

In such a short time Louis has seemed to have made a difference in my life. I love the feeling of having someone care about you. I love knowing that Louis and I feel the same way about each other. I won't say that I Love Louis or anything too serious but I do have strong feelings for him. To me, that whole I love you thing is not a huge deal. To other teenage girls hearing a guy say those three words is the best thing in the world, it is more important than even knowing its true. I never really understood the point of telling your boyfriend or girlfriend that you love them. If you love one another shouldn't you know? You can tell by The way you look at one another , the way you laugh while around one another, adding a name to it ruins the surprise and lust of the feeling. Once someone tells you they love you , you dont have to wonder, you don't have to try and pay attention to them and study them so close and deeply, you don't have to guess what their thinking, because you already know.

I look up at Louis he runs his fingers through my hair. He sits up, my head lightly slides off his chest. I sit up along with him and he pulls my face into his. I can feel the heat in the small space between us. He gives me a light peck as I climb into his lap. I comb my fingers through his hair as I leave a small trail of kisses along his jawline. I can feel his grip on my waist tighten. I wrap my legs completely around him and lean back to look into his eyes.

"Your so cute." He says kissing my nose "Your quiet, you don't talk to many people, your smart, you would think you were a good girl, but your sort of aggressive... not on a bad way though" he laughs

I laugh and he pulls me into another kiss but we are interrupted by his phone ringing.

"Its just a message"

"Oh"

"Give me a second...nevermind its just Tyler"

"Oh, what the hell does he want?" I ask and as soon As the question leaves my mouth memories of the other night flood into my mind. My heart is now in my stomach and I  can feel my chest tighten.

I have to tell him.

I can't tell him.

I have to.

" Its nothing he really likes you I guess because he keeps trying to make me believe that you two made out in his car that night we went to the party.

Louis must have noticed me stiffen because the smile on his smile faded to a confused line.

"I NEVER made out with him.... i was drunk and I teased him a little by getting in his face and pretending I was going to kiss him, but i never did!" I said all in one short breath

Louis' eyes become soft and I feel horrible.

"Thats it... so you guys never kissed or anything?"

"No, are you mad?"

"No" He says in a flat tone as he climbes off the bed and stands to his feet.

"Well then what are you doing? Are you leaving?" I ask hoping that he just has to use the bathroom

"I'm just going to go home" he says heading out of the room

I follow him downstairs

"Well if your not mad then why are you leaving?" I ask

He grabs his jacket and stabs in front of the door

" I just want to go home, I need to think, Im not mad" he says kissing my forehead

"I will text you later" he says as he walks to his car

I close the door behind him and lock it. I sit down on the couch and turn the T.V. back on, its going to be a long night Katie won't be back until 10 and its only 7:20.