Nothing's Ever Easy [BoyxBoy]

Nothing's Ever Easy ~Chapter 11

“Of course we are. What are you talking about Travis?” he furrowed his brows in confusion. He reached out and took my hand in his.

“Then tell me why I feel like I’m single. Why I feel like you don’t care about me. I feel like I’m stuck in a one sided relationship.” I admitted. He let go of my hand and I felt my heart sink a little.

“I-I don’t think I fully understand why you’re trying to say because what you’re implying is really serious.” His voice was stern.

“I feel like you don’t want to be with me. That whatever you’ve been doing these past few days is more important than me.” My voice was starting to crack.

“How the hell was I supposed to know that you felt that way?” he yelled. I couldn’t understand why he was yelling. I was really hoping that this conversation would be civilized.

“Excuse me?” I was a little more than shocked. “I’ve told you a million times that I wanted to spend more time with you.”

“When?”

“Oh my God! If you don’t even care to listen to what I say then why am I wasting my time with you?” I threw my hands up in the air.

“Stop acting like such a girl. I though dating a guy would be easier.” He mumbled.

“You’re an asshole.” I spat at him. “If you’re not going to bother making an effort then neither am I.”

I hoped that he would try to stop me; he didn’t, so I left. It hurt; it really did but why should I continue with something that was obviously crushing me?

It wasn’t until I got home that I let myself show any sort of emotion.

I leaned against the door and sucked in a deep breath when I felt a year slide down my cheek. I raised my hand to my face and wiped the tear away. Dammit, I really didn’t want things to go down like this. Why the hell was I crying anyway? I sniffed and closed my eyes. I moved away from the door and walked over to my bed. I lie down on my stomach; prepare to sulk throughout the night. My head shot up when I heard my phone ring. Thinking that it was Landon, I answered immediately.

“I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have said what I did. I’ll make it up to you, I swear.” I said frantically into the phone.

“What? No, this is Adrian.” I felt sadness wash over me.

“Oh, hi. What’s up?”

“I hope I’m not catching you at a bad time.” I could tell that he was worried. “It’s just that-”

“Spit it out, Adrian.” I was starting to get annoyed.

“Evelyn and I got into a fight earlier this evening.” They weren’t the only ones.

“If you called me to be your couple’s counselor, I’m really not in the mood.” I rolled my eyes.

“But she ran off. I don’t know where she went.” He was starting to freak out. “Oh God Travis, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to lose your sister. I promised that I wouldn’t let anything bad happen to her.”

I heard the sound of the front door opening and closing. I waved at Evelyn and motioned for her to step into my room.

‘Who is it?’ she mouthed at me.

‘Adrian.’ She rolled her eyes and flipped me the bird which I hoped was meant for Adrian.

“Travis, are you still there?” I heard Landon’s voice in my ear. “Travis!”