My heart longed for someone I couldn't have. For someone I liked, hell who am I kidding loved, now our ties are severed. He used my mind to get what he wanted, leaving me alone. Being with him makes my heart race, seeing him makes my heart swell, listening to him is like feeling the sun on your skin, yet his actions are hard in my heart like a sledgehammer. "You are beautiful" he says "don't talk to me" he says, the confusion in my heart is a tornado that keeps on spinning. He flirts with her, then with me. I shut him out, but his smile makes me let him back in. He can be sweet with beautiful words dripping from his lips, and turn to be callous and cold, daggers shooting to my soul. Does he know how he wounds me, builds me up then breaks me down with a vengeance. My heart betrays me when I'm with him, giving into to his delicious words, only to reap the cool unforgiving consequences. He ignores me acts as if I'm none existent, like a crum on the floor oblivious to him. Then he acts as if I'm the tallest tower, made know to him even at far distances. The confusion keeps winding on raging through my body. The chaos I allow is my grievous fault, to let him walk in without resistance and walk out with my heart in shambles.
