M A R K M Y W O R D S

lust

I walk downstairs and wait patiently for him to come.

It's been a good ten minutes I've been waiting and I'm starting to get worried. What if he never comes?

I think back when we were on and off and how he would promise he would come back home but never did. And I remember bawling my eyes out because I felt like he didn't love me enough to come home.

And honestly, I feel like that now. I take my hair out of the bun, revealing my naturally curly hair and cry.

I may be over reacting, but it hurt remembering it and wondering if I'm gonna be the girl I use to be. The one that would act like she didn't need his love but once he did leave, would bawl until they came back.

While I'm having my moment, I hear a knock at the door. I run to the window and see who it is.

My heart feels relieved when I see Justin's matte black Audi outside in my drive way.

I run the the door and when I opened it I see Justin standing there with sunflowers in his hand. He had a smile on his face until he saw the tears in my eyes. He drops the flowers and hugs me while I'm crying.

"What's wrong?" He says holding my face in his palms.

"I thought you weren't gonna come home." When he realizes what I'm talking about he kisses me on this lips and multiple on my cheeks and hugs me harder than before.

"I'm never leaving, okay?" He says once again holding my face in his palms.

I can see where he teared up. I nod my head yes and hug him.

He picks up the flowers and hands them to me. "Sorry it took me so long, I went to get these for you." I give a sly smile and smell them and walk inside, while Justin follows me inside.

I jump, sitting on the kitchen counter and set the flowers next to me. Justin comes in between my legs and kisses me.

I place my hands on his neck while he pulls me closer to him. "Is this my shirt?" He says. I nod shyly. "Wow, you don't know how long I've been looking for it." I laugh and continue kissing him.

He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his body while he takes me to my room. Two weeks in, already having sex.

I kiss his neck and bit at his earlobe. Once we finally get to my room, he sets me down and takes off his fit shirt.

He looks amazing. With his defined abs, nice tan, and his tattoos are a plus.

He hovers over me and continues kissing me. He goes down to my waist and lifts up the shirt and kisses me right above my underwear band. I felt this sensation that I haven't felt in awhile.

As he lifts up my shirt, so does his lips. With every kiss, I go crazy. He definitely knows how to tease a girl.

Once he gets to my neck he pulls the shirt over me. I want that skin to skin touch we use to have when we had moments like this, so I pull him closer to me.

"Here, let's get under the covers." He says throwing the pillows out of the way and pulling the comforter out of the way.

I crawl to get under the covers, I arch my back while I'm crawling just to get him excited. He takes off his ripped jeans revealing his white Calvin Klein underwear, and something else.