Shifting Hearts

Iden

'what is this-'

'stupid insolant-'

'they have no idea what's-'

'i'm so sorry'

there's a million voices all yelling at me, it's worse than before. to, many, voices.

'how can they'

'im scared'

'she's not even' 

please, stop. Please, no , more. I-i can't take it anymore.

'why doesn't she-'

'what happened in the ca-' 

'stupid gullible chil-'

enough.. i've had enough

"ENOUGH!!!!!!" i feel my whole body fall to the ground, I cover my ear's trying to block out their thoughts, i can feel hot tears roll down my cheeks "NO MORE!! I CAN"T TAKE IT ANYMORE!"

suddenly every thing goes quiet and every thing else fades into a dark abyss. finally, it's quiet. 

"Iden!" Elliot? i can hear him, but i can't see him. 

"ELLI!" i stand up looking for him in this dark place. 

"WHERE ARE YOU?!" i scream and i can now here echoed foot prints running around me.

"right here......BROTHER!" 

I turn around and i see Elliot's face all bloodied as if it's been ripped off, his whole entire body is in pieces, I can see his guts dragging on the floor. The room is still dark but i can only see the horrifying  state my older brother is in.  "why don't you join me? brother?" His voice is shaky, it's horrifying. "what? what, El-" 

"shut up."

huh? what is he saying now?

"SHUT UP! NOW COME AND FUCKING JOIN US! IT"S YOUR FAULT WE ARE ALL HERE!!!"  Elliot forcibly pulls my arm. I look at him in horror. suddenly the room turns bright white, every one that was in the training room, is now all bloody and walking towards me. "NO STAY BACK!" i feel some one grab my shoulder and i see carlie, her, her eyes have been carved out , she is covered in blood. "c'mon lil, bro!"

after that everyone comes closer and towers over me. 

"stop! no more!!!"

please....

(....try not to cry! and yes leave me and my anime alone! you have no right to judge. and also, i really like this song, and the meaning to it, also TOKYO GHOUL IS BOSS!!)