I didn't want to tell you
Cause I didn't want to break us--
You are more to me than the moon and the stars.
Not sure if I miss you
Or maybe I'm just checking
If you've been enlightened of my recent remorse.
And I'll try to make up
For my lies with my lyrics--
It's funny how they sound the same.
And I know you think I'm golden,
But I'm nothing but rotten--
An illusionist with a spoiled murky brain.
When you knew me I didn't have to
Take meds with my orange juice in the mornings;
I only popped candies with a sun-cheery smile.
But days have been cloudy
And hours have been lonely,
My insides haven't been well for a while.
I can see the cracks on the cement
Where we wrote our names in '11;
Time is threatening to tear us apart.
And the storm has made me stronger
But our undoing will destroy
What's left of my heart.
I'm sorry,
If I'm too clingy,
But you were the only thing that was ever worth a fight.
