Love Blind ~CTH~ (In Progress) <3

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"Is that all you want me to write?" Calum /my best friend/ asked.

We were currently sitting in my room on my bed. He was writing my homework for me since I could not.

"Yeah." I said tracing scribbles onto my legs.

I heard extra writing.

"Calum are you adding extra stuff to my paper?"

"...maybe" he replied slowly and unsurely.

"Whyyyy?" I pleaded. "I covered most of the basic standards on the paper. You don't have to cheat for me"

"First off, you're my best friend. I'd do anything for you. Second, I know you did but you didn't cite any evidence from the text. Third, it's not cheating. It's just an essay. It isn't a test" He said in a very sassy tone.

"Godddd. Okay Mr. Grump" I giggled.

He laughed too. "No but seriously, you have to cite evidence from the text."

"Calum?"

"Yes, Stell?

"How the hell do you expect me to cite evidence from the text when I cant even read it?" I said with as much calmness as I could.

Being blind was everything you'd imagine it to be. TERRIBLE. I have never seen my mother, my father, my 4 brothers, a dog or cat. Everyone awes at these things called animals. I have yet to see one and I never will. It all hurts too much. Everytime someone says "Look at how pretty this is" or if everyone starts laughing about something in class... it hurts. I cant see anything. It makes me feel different and out of place. Why can't I see? I'll never get to see a person. I'll never get to see myself. Imagine never getting to see yourself or others. Just imagine seeing total darkness, everyday of your life. I'll never get to see my children... or my wedding... or my first house. I'll never get to see any of it. I'm never gonna know the world... or myself. And what hurts the most is that I'll never get to see Calum. My best friend. I bet he is gorgeous. He has such a sweet and kind heart. He means absolutely everything to me. He's my world. I legit couldn't be a proper functioning human without him. I love him. He has always been there for me and i am forever grateful to get to call him my best friend.

"Stell... please stop thinking about it." Calum said, I guess noticing that I was in a daze. I can just hear him pouting, if thats even possible.

I only do that when I'm thinking about myself being... well...myself.. and him. He knows me too well.

I just stayed put for a while before responding.

"Calum.. what do I look like...? Who am I?"
/invisible. Hehe./

He sighed. I know he probably gets annoyed with me asking this question so much. It just bothers me. I dont know who I am.

It was completely silent for a minute and then he began to speak.

"I cant tell you who you are. You are the only one who knows exactly who you are. I know everything about you. Literally everything but I still cant tell you who you are, because you're you. You already know who you are. You're just uncertain.... As for how you look..."

He paused. Then i heard shuffling.

He moved into a position I couldnt see and grabbed my hand to guide me down into a laying position. I kind of felt my way around and realised that he had layed down and pulled me to lay on his chest.

I just draped my hand around his waist and he put his hand on my side.

"You have brown hair. Long brown hair. You have eyes that are blue but almost kind of grey. you have light skin. You're very small around the waist. You're probably somewhere around 5"2. Your smile can brighten anyones day in an instant and you have a cute button nose" he said, finishing by booping my nose. I just giggled but still sat there confused.