Most of my life I felt as if someone had been watching me through a glass of a two sided mirror. Laughing and enjoying the pain in my life. Holding a doll version of me and twisting and turning me so I feel senseless pain, so I do things that i will...
Staring back at me through the mirror was a caramel skinned 17 year old who dreaded her life. A curvy body with full lips that always found themselves in a smile that never reached her dark brown eyes.
She was always hiding behind a happy face, when in reality she was hurting on the inside. Scared to let anyone know what happened 8 years ago today. The main reason she moved from Virginia to Florida with her father.
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Her mother and her father weren't together and haven't been together for over 12 years. They had separated when she was five. Her father went on to marry a women, that 'til this day, she favors over her biological mother.
Her mother on the other hand went on and got a pimp, Ricky. As a result, her mother started stripping. Leaving behind her 5 year old and 16 year old home alone with the man.
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I'm the beginning I considered him to be a 2nd father figure. He would buy me toys and take me to the park and many more. I could honestly say I loved him, but my sister, Lourdine never did. When he would take me to get ice cream or the park, she would always decline to come. I never understood why until she went to a friends house one night and I finally got it.
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