Okay, I don't know who's reading this but I have another chapter ready to upload. Good news for you, but it's kind of made me question if there's something wrong with me. I might take this story down. I love it. It's very moving. But I feel like I have a problem for writing it, it's so grotesque and violent and just plain BAD. I know it's just a role, a story, something that's not real but it came from my head. Is all this shit marking me as a bad person? I need opinions on this because that next chapter is not going up without thoughts. Real thought. Not just "OMG you're a fuxked up person" or "no leave it up". Please, I feel... wrong. I don't like this feeling. This might be the end of Laura, unless there are people out there who really care for the story and I don't even know what I want but I can't just keep going without questioning myself. What the hell is this shit?
Please comment with what you think. There's a lot of action in the next chapter but I can't put it up just yet. And I don't know how I managed to put up some of the last chapters. This is one of those books where I am just wondering WHAT IF MY MOTHER OR LITTLE SISTER READ THIS. Do I want to keep going on a book where I have a hard time allowing people I know to read it?
Any opinion is a good one. Please comment.
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The money, drugs, and temptation - my life on the bad side
Teen FictionA ten-year-old Laura saw her father die. Now, six years later, as the final wounds are healing, she sees her mother suffer the same fate. With her only confidant out of town and too practical thinking anyways, her and her baby sister will take a dar...
