Unexpected LOVE

His nature (Chapter 5) Penny's POV

"Jacky, are you crying?" I asked with an unsure voice. He was looking at me with an emotion I couldn't name. He swallowed hard making his adam's apple move. He was scared, I think..... cause I've never seen him scared.

"No...tell me..why are you crying?" I thought I did see him cry. I mean, his voice is breaking, that must mean that he did, right?
He is so weird....but so beautiful.

"Nothing that is bothering me anymore so can we go?" I asked unsure. My face was still wet but my eyes were dry. I wanted to wash my face so bad. I wanted to wash away the evidence of my breakdown immediately. He was still looking at me with saddness but he soon smiled. Oh my god, that's not a smile, that's an angel ascending to earth. How could someone be so beautiful? His pearl white teeth slowly showed as his smile widened till there was not a tinge of saddness.

"Yeah you are not going to tell me what's bothering you so I'm going to find out and it's not gonna be pretty. The reason will suffer a terrible death and if it's not something that can die, it will regret even existing" he said casually, almost like he's just reading out a menu. Wow, he's bipolar. I wanted to hug him so bad but my back protested. My back hurt from hitting the locker so hard. The impact of the lock had a spot on my back that could be described as "hell". Oh my god, if Jackson knows my tears were for physical reasons......I don't even want to think about what's going to happen. How do I move without whimpering like a hurt cat? I'm not going to show pain, that's how. Yeah like that's going to help. I put on a grim expression and tried to move. I can do it. No I can't, definitely can't.

"Owwwww....mmm" Yeah, that's right. I owwed really loudly. This is not helping the situation. Should I look up? Nah, just ignore it.

"Fuck you lied! Personal reasons my ass! I don't want to hear another word from you! Who hit you?!" He didn't say it, he screamed it like a maniac.
What's the most believable lie in the world? Why aren't we learning about it in school? What am I going to say? Oh god.

"Oh my god, you're such a drama queen! I exercised yesterday, after a very long time. That's why my back hurts. We are in the freakin library, can you keep it down? I did not lie about anything, do I look like a liar to you?" Make him feel guilty, make it sound like he's wrong. That's how you get yourself out of trouble.
I succeeded. Guilt was plastered on his face and he tried getting words out of his mouth but he failed miserably. He came close. Too close. Does he want me to get a heart attack? My heart was pounding like a wild animal in a cage.
What he did next caused the death of many tiny humans on my body. He scooped me up and was literally carrying me bridal style. I was in shock. Just shock nothing else.

"I can walk, where are you taking me! What the fudge is your problem??" Yeah, I say fudge but only to jacky. He thought it was cute. This time, I was the one screaming. I didn't want to acknowledge the beauty he is. His broad shoulders, chiseled jaw...don't think about that. I can't think about that. He is my bestie.

"I don't know if I believe you, penny but it doesn't matter. We are getting you the medical care you currently need" his voice was full of warning. I better stay shut,

We arived fairly quick due to his long strides. He ignored the stares we got in the hallway but I couldn't. I swear I heard someone say "I knew it!", what did he know exactly?

He rushed me into the compact room and tried to lay me face down. Aftet struggling for a while, I settled. I didn't want to get up, I just wanted to sleep.

"What have we here?" Oh that overly enthusiastic voice, I hate it. Mr Bernard. He is the school Carlisle. He looked just like him but an uglier version.

"She strained herself yesterday. She has a very sore back." Jackson said so fast that I doubted whether he really said it or not. I tried looking at him but I couldn't. Why is he so tall? Not that I'm complaining....

"Oh okay, a spray would temporarily give you relief.... Mr Whitesides, would you want to excuse yourself for a while?" Mr Bernard asked with a questioning look like it's obvious.

"No, I'd rather stay." He said so sternly. He looked like Voldemort. He looked so cute. I wanted to pet him. I'm a creep.

"Okay then, let's be awkward" Dr Carlisle said and lifted up my long top. OH NO! He is going to know I lied! Before I could say anything, I was exposed.

"This don't look like sore back, are you sure you didn't hit yourself anywhere? It's not changing colour so you hit yourself fairly recent" Damn you doctors! Are you sure your jobs are to save people's lives and not kill?!

"What do you mean?" That's not the Jacky I like. This one is no angel, he is pure incarnation of the devil. I still couldn't see him but his voice was enough to send chills down my spine.

"What do you ....MEAN?" Wow, he's angry. I can't dodge this bullet.
Dr Bernard gasped in shock. He sounded scared too.
"She hit herself to the door, I think. There is an inundation of a lock" I'm dead. What do I do? I can't tell him the truth!

"Herself?!" Oh god....our father who art in heaven..., "No one accidentally hits themself to a door! Don't shit me! Who did it?" Now, he was talking to me. Tears were falling again. Who turned that freakin faucet in my eye!

"I'll tell you if you calm down...." I bet he could her my tears in every word.

"Don't tell me to calm down Penns! You fucking lied to me!!" He was hurt and angry and something else, I don't know what it is. I hated lying to him, I really did.

"Derek...." before I could explain anything, I heard him dash out the door.

Fucking great.

You try to protect your sister and this is what happens!

Kill me!