Promise? • phan

Dan

What the fuck did I just do.

I've always felt a little attraction towards Phil, but only sexual ones. I don't know why I did that in the bathrooms to him but this means I've got to stay away from him even more now.

I don't call it bullying, it's more like 'you think you're better than everyone so let me prove you wrong'. And Phil thinks that way. He probably has the perfect life. Two caring parents , food in the house, loving siblings, and a nice flat.

I hated him so much.

As I walk down the hall with Chris and pj by my side, my mind starts to think of Tilly. She looks up to me. She looks up to someone who beats the shit out of someone at school almost everyday. I don't want her following my steps.

Before I could process anymore pj tapped my shoulder, "Dan? You okay mate?" He asked with concern filling his voice. I look at him for a moment before replying.
"Y-yeah I'm okay , I'm just thinking about a lot I guess." He nods and opens the door leading us all into the principals office.

I wasn't afraid of the principal, this place was like my second home since I'm here so much. Pj and Chris sit down in the chairs, shaking slightly. I scoff and roll my eyes at them. Are they seriously scared?

"Dan, pj, Chris, come now." The principal spoke with annoyance in his voice. We stood up and walked through the hallway into Mr. Barakats' office. When we arrive I shut the door and sit down next to pj.

"Howell, when will you learn your lesson?!" He yelled slamming his fists on the desk. I jumped slightly at the loud noise but regained myself and smirked, "when will you expell me?"

Mr. Barakats eyes went wide. "Expelled? That's what you want? Daniel, this is your third strike with this behavior towards Philip. You won't be expelled, you'll be sent to Juvie."

It's my turn for my eyes to go wide. "Juvie?! You can't send me there! I have to look after my Sister! I refuse!" I yell back.

"Chris, pj, this is your first strike. Detention for a week. Now leave." They nod quickly and race out of the office and back to class. I turn towards the principal once more, "I'm not going there!"

"Howell! You have no choice! It's the law, you have had warning but you choose to ignore it! You have brought this upon yourself. I'm sorry Daniel. Come back to my office tomorrow after school."

I rolled my eyes and mumble whatever' before turning my back and walking out.

By the time that I was done with the principal , class was out and everyone was rushing to their next class. And I'm looking for a certain someone.

I scan all the kids then I spot Phil, I'm in trouble already so why not?

"You stupid faggot! You got me in trouble. Don't think this is over. Just because I'll be gone for a while doesn't mean I won't come back to make your life a living hell." I hiss at him, pinning him to the lockers.

He nods quickly trying to escape my grasp. "Oh philly, we aren't done yet."

I slam him against the lockers again before punching him straight in the stomach. He groans in pain, but that doesn't stop me. He falls to the ground and I continue to kick him in his stomach. I needed to release my anger. "You stupid fat fag. You deserve all this. Why don't you just kill yourself!"

"Howell!" I stop and turn around to see the principal, again.

I smirk and lean down to whisper in phils ear, "run". His eyes go wide and he stands up, running down the hall towards the bathroom.

I stand up brushing off my jeans turning to face Mr. Barakat. "Office. Now." He says to me in a deep voice filled with anger. I roll my eyes walking back to the principals office that I was just in. I know I made it worse for myself but Phil deserved it. He got me in trouble. Right?

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At the moment I'm sitting in my room while my mom is talking to the services about my situation.
Honestly I was quite nervous to be sent away. I've never been away from Tilly for more than A day or two. I practically raised her since my mom was always working.

"Dan! Dan! They are talking about taking you away! They can't! I need you! Please Danny don't go!" Tilly screamed while running into my room. I felt like crying. I definitely messed up this time. I tried to stop but Phil just triggers something. I lose control around him.

"I'll be back soon okay? It won't be long. It's gonna get better" I whisper to her while holding her close. She looks up at me with tears in her eyes, "where will you be?" She asked. I couldn't just say 'I'm going to jail for little kids'.

"I'm just going to be 45 minutes away, it's not that far" I reassured her.

"So close but so far away" she mumbled. I couldn't help but cry. I was going to miss her. I'm never away. This is going to be a lot harder than I thought.

But our moment was cut short when I heard my mom calling my name. It was time. I tensed up but slowly let Tilly go and kissed her on her head. She fell asleep on my bed, I couldn't help but smile at that.

As I leave my room and shut my door, I start my descent down the hall into the living room where the services were waiting to take me away. As I got in there I was greeted with stares.

"Daniel. We will be taking you for 2 weeks since it's a warning. You will have one phone call a day, and will be in a cell 22 hours of the day. Do you understand?" A man spoke with a deep voice. I look at my mom, then back at the social workers. "Y-yes sir." I nod at the man. He offers a soft smile, " please, call me Mr.Bostwick"

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