"Seza! Breath!"
"I can't, Del!"
She rolls her eyes and I still think about what just happened to me.
"C'mon Sez, It's just Niall." Tayn says
"Just Niall?! He stares at me! He looks into my eyes for 3 seconds. Of course I am not ok oh my God!!!" I yell-whisper because I'm afraid someone will recognize Niall and know that I have crush on him.
My friends don't say anything, they just keep rolling their eyes. They are my best friends but sadly we are in different class while both of them are classmate.
"He is cute and he always reminds me of him," I say to them
"Yeah, Sez. You have told us like billion times today," Tayn says before sips her water
"Am I? I just told you this tim—"
"He doesn't even know you, Sez. And stop talking about that jerk ew."
I shut my mouth. Yup, Niall doesn't know me and what Tayn told is true. He is jerk.
"Why are you always be straightforward?" I sigh dramatically
"Because she is Tayn." Radella laughs and I join her.
*****
I can't stop thinking about they way Niall looked at me. He is so cute, his blue eyes, his rosy cheeks, everything about him reminds me of someone.
Someone whom I hate but also I can't get over with. He is just..... unforgettable? The first reason why I like Niall because he looks alike him so much. They are like twins. The difference is he has deep dimples and Niall doesn't.
I don't even know about my feelings toward him. Yes, he broke my heart all over again. But I don't know how and why, he still in my mind.
Niall is cool but I don't have strong feeling towards Niall. With him? Sadly yes.
I was reading a book and suddenly my phone rang. There is a text from someone and I felt like there were butterflies on my stomach.
Unknown number: Hi, Seza! This is me, Daniel :) how are you? It's been a long time since we texted each other
I quickly type the reply
Me: Hi, Dan! I'm good, u?
Daniel: Same here xx wyd?
Me: Reading a novel
Daniel: Let me guess, it must be a romantic novel :-P
Me: how could u know?
Daniel: I'll never forget every little things about you, Sez ;)
My hearts kept beating faster. He kept flirting on me and I felt guilty because I knew he had a girlfriend.
Me: Heyyyy! Stop flirting, you have a girlfriend
Daniel: nopeeeee I'm single
Me: Narintha?
Daniel: We broke up today but that's ok
I was so happy at that time, yeah I can't deny the feeling I still like Daniel. I thought I still had a chance to back with him but the day after we texted, I stalked Daniel's instagram and I was so shocked. Because he is back with his girlfriend again and since then he never texts me anymore.
I felt hurt at first, I mean....... Am I just his second choice? His distraction?
Slow but sure, I can get over of that feeling.
"Oi Sez! Why you zone out?" Calum asks, I don't even realize he is sitting next to me
"What? Oh, uh, nothing,"
"Mmm hmmm. May I borrow your phone? I forgot to bring mine. Pleaseee? Just a second,"
I give him my phone and he thanks me.
3 minutes later, Calum comes back and there is smirk on his face.
"Here, Sez. By the way it's been a long time yeah?"
Oh shït don't tell me he read it!
