TOO GOOD.

|sixty five

okay,

one more chance.

i'll give this one more chance.

if you answer,

it means you still care.

if you don't,

it means you've moved on from me.

i bit my lips as i dialed your number,

every ring made me more anxious.

when the ringing suddenly stopped,

my heart was ready to jump out of my chest.

you actually did it!

you picked up!

you have no idea how happy-

"we're sorry, the person you have called is busy. leave a message after the beep"

it was as if everything had just
crashed right in front of me and i couldn't do anything about it.

"g-goodbye, yoongi."

my whole body was shaking as i spoke to leave him the message.

"i love you."

i gripped the edge of the sink roughly,

and looked at myself in the mirror again.

there was nothing i could do about this.

well,

except for one thing.

so,

not minding the warning on the label of the bottle,

i poured some into my hand,

in my mouth,

and took a drink of the alcohol.

it burned in the back of my throat,

but i liked the painful feeling.

so,

i took more.

and more.

until one of the bottles was completely empty and my alcohol was gone.

this was it.

it would all finally be over now.

despite how bad you were,

and how much you hurt me,

you were

too good to be good for me,

too bad that that's all i need.

i'll miss you,

min yoongi.