The Tell of Her Soul

chapter #6

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday my
Lovely angel
Happy birthday to you

《Happy birthday angel》
《Thanks mommy》
《Happy birthday princess》
《Thanks daddy》
《Oky presents time, here's angel mine first》
Today I became 7 years old, I know it's kind of pity having a birthday with only my parents, but that was enough coz I believe that celebrating birthday should always be with the people you love the most, and for me is them and no one else
Looking up at my mom she's the most beautiful woman in the world she's always smiling and loves nothing but to make people happy
she handed me a small box a yellow one, her eyes are shining with excitement I open the box gently not to tear the paper it was a beautiful paper and it would be waste if I tear it , in the box there was a necklace a beautiful one that I always saw in my mommy's neck, it has the shape of the moon a crystal moon, I loved it
《But mom this is your favorite necklace》
《Yes honey, it is and that's why I'm giving it to you, I want you to have the best, I know it's not much and it's nothing but an old necklaces, but the memory that it contains means a lot to me, do you know when did I get it?..it was the day I found out I was pregnant with you..you see this moon, that's you, you are my moon you shine through my darkness and guide me for better me you're my happiness, I love you baby girl》
《I love you too mommy,I'll keep it forever I'll never take it off》

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It's 4 in the morning and I haven't slept a single minute , after Damon send a text asking *where are you* , I texted him back *home*.. technical it's true cuz I'm in a house so it's not a lie, it took him less than 3 second to text back *liz,where are you* ... he definitely know, how the fuck did he know?... *where would I possibly be?* Answering a question with question is the best way to escape telling the truth and avoid lying, but Franky apparently not in the mood. *Answer the damn question, and for your own good it better be the truth* Charming isn't? Brain less avatar what does he think he is? threaten me like this! I throw my phone on the other side of the bed and hold the pillow to my face muffling my screams, I don't wanna Jack come running with his baseball bat, I took deep breath and put the pillow down I turn to my side facing my phone where it lay it starts vibrating again another message but I didn't bother looking at it I get off of the bed put on my jacket and open the door quietly so not to wake Jack the living room was dark, he's obviously sleeping I headed to the front door and went out.

Now I'm outside my home "X-home" yeah ....the place where I grew where I laughed where I was happy where I cry my eyes out for the lost of my mother where I suffered from the pain that's my drunk father caused.
My hands went to where my necklace hanging the necklace that my mom given me , I have never not even a single day took it off of my neck, it's the only thing that I have left of her , since I lost her all the light in my life dim, all i see now is darkness every color has vanished she was the only person who loved me now I'll never be loved again.. I never believed in love anyway, if the person who supposed to be my father the one who suppose to care about me, to protect me and be there for me, hates me! then who would?... no one .

enough dwelling on my miserable life I need to talk to Simon tomorrow and try to convince him to break the deal cuz after everything I did, I still end up losing the house, let him have the house let him have my father I'm done fighting , I stand up and glance at the house one last time before I go, the minute I opened the front yard door my heart stopped
Holy shit.
In the other side of the door stood Damon,he was looking at me intensively his hair was messy and I can tell by the black circles under his eyes that he didn't sleep , he was wearing a white shirt lather jacket and blue jeans , this is the first time I see him in casual clothes and he looks "hot" No! I was gonna say different
《Wh..what are doing here?》
《Do you know what the first thing we learned at kindergarten?... Manners, when you wanna go behind closed doors you knock first, when you want something whose not yours you ask the permission , and when someone calls, you answer》
I open my mouth to answer but before I could say anything he talks again
《Where are you staying?》
《What do you mean where am I staying?》
《Answer the question》
The tone of his voice tell that he's trying so hard to control his anger, why the fuçk is he angry?
《home》
And by the look at his eyes I prepare myself for an explosion
《Enough with your smartass mouth and answer THE GOD DAMN QUESTION》
my eyes clouded with tears. no, I'm not gonna cry, not in front of him, the bastard! what gives him the right to yells at me!
I moved past him not wanting to look at his face or talk to him, and just as I start walking some Iran arm hold my wrist, I tried to free myself but instead I was dragged to where I stood 5 seconds ago
《Don't you dare turn your back on me》
He talks through clenching teeth , my wrist start to hurt really bad
《You're hurting me》
He didn't let go of my wrist on the contrary his hold hardened on it , he didn't care about the fact that he's hurting me, he was furious he's eyes that once was the color of the honey now there's a dark shade all over them
《You want to know where I'm staying? oky I'll tell you, but not because you're scaring me, no it's because I want you to leave me the fuçking alone , so for your question I'm crushing at my friend's house because my fuçked up father kicked me out cuz he hates my guts , now that you have your answer let go of my fuçking arm and leave me alone》
I wasn't aware of me crying until I taste the saltiness of my tears , my wrist now is free and it's hurting as hell I hold it with my other arm trying to easy the pain, I don't want to look at the fuçkin bastard. I start moving fast cuz I know that once my tears out there's no way to hold them back, because when I star cry I'll cry for all my misery all of my pain my sadness my weakness my lost and my broken heart, all the emotions that I hold back conquer my body making it harder for me to breathe, my body starts shaking and my feet getting weaker my vision are blurry and my head is killing me , without me knowing I fell on the ground, and  darkness starts consuming me
《merde! liz》
That was the last thing I heard before I completely blackout.