As i lay my head down for a good nights rest.
I cant feel my body, my hearts about to burst out of my chest.
There's screaming, shouting and I dont even know what for.
My dad storms in as he kicks in my door.
He picks me up and slaps me again, and again!
Blood starts dripping everywhere, but what was my sin?
His breathe reeks of nothing but budweiser
For these few minutes i am a peasant and he is the mighty Kaiser.
I cant fight back for i am to weak
Even if i tried, he would show me I am the trough as he is the peak
With every beat, i begin to weep
Until my body gives out and i fall asleep
I wake in the morning to blood on the floor
I see a light shining through the crack of my un-closed door
I go off to school with bruises and cuts
People point and laugh, even the ones who look like Jabba the Hutt.
People point, push, and talk about me.
I always wear long sleeves so that's one less cut that they see
This hell is now my everyday life.
I can't take no more so i pull out a knife
The jock who points in my face
I stab him with mighty haste
I get as many students as i can
Even the only girl i know, whose name is Pam
At the end there are thirty dead
If only my dad would had let me go to sleep in my twin-sized bed.
I take the bloody knife and stab myself
If only there had been one person to help
The story hits front page paper, and the 8 o' clock news
Even pastors take the fight to the church pews
No one knows why i acted that way
Not even the doctors who study this stuff everyday.
My dad knows exactly what he did
But oh well its too late now, for I am now the unfortunate kid.
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A Book of Poems
PoetryEventually this will be a book of 100 poems.. It is designed to relate to someone, somewhere. I want you to feel what I feel when I write.