The Pianist - One Direction

Chapter 1

They didn't like it. I must have done so many mistakes and I didn't even notice it myself. I bet they smile bigger to all the other who have played something for them. I bet they even applaud to the others who are trying to get in to the school. Maybe I was only overthinking this now. But what if I won't make it? The thought was horrible. This was my dream, my life goal. Nothing would compare to be a student at London School of Music and Performances. A few tears started to fall down my cheeks and I bit into my sweater to muffle my sobs. I had been nervous for this audition for months, and now I couldn't do anything else but break down. Maybe everybody - my parents, my friends - were right. Maybe I was putting too much pressure on myself. But maybe I had to do that to be able to succeed.

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It was two weeks after the auditions and the day when I would receive a call about if I made it or not. I was pacing back and forward. I had to think about something else, but it was impossible. I was trying to count to one thousand to get my mind off of things, but it didn't work. I was somewhere between 635 and 639 when I lost count - again - and screamed in frustration, panic, and stress.

"I can't do this!" I shouted, and my dad looked at me over the top of his glasses, he was sitting in an armchair with his laptop, writing something.

"Isabelle, calm down. Remember, they will call, even if you made it or not."

"What? So you're saying you don't think I made it?" I said panicking, in a high-pitched voice.

"No, that's not what I meant, I just wanted to remind you. And please, take a few deep breaths." He said. I think I annoyed him with my pacing back and forward.

I threw myself on the sofa, over the armrest. My legs were over the armrest while my head and back were occupying more than half of the sofa. I managed to take two deep breaths before the phone made a high noise. I was out of the sofa and by the phone in less than half a second. Then I stopped myself. I needed to play it cool. I waited for two more signals and my dad chuckled at me. Then I lifted the phone and answered.

"Isabelle Bower." I said, doing my very best of hiding my panic.

"Isabelle?" A slow and weak voice said. It was my grandmother. She couldn't find a worse timing, could she?

"Yes, hi! I'm sorry grandma, but this is a terrible timing! Call dad at his cell phone, okay? Bye!"

I hanged up before she got the time to even begin saying a single word. Dad looked at me annoyed and a bit disappointed.

"What? Was I supposed to talk to her and miss my call?" I snapped. He couldn't answer because my grandmother called his cell phone instead.

I went back to the sofa again and laid down. I was tall enough to have my head in one end of the sofa and still touch the other end with my toes. It wasn't good to sit up all night reading because you can't sleep, I was going to fall asleep any second, and so I did.

I was awoken by the phone about an hour later. Before I got time to think, I was up from the sofa and beside the phone. I stifled a yawn before I was able to answer.

"Hello?" Oh no, I sounded way too tired and bored!

"Hi, am I talking to Isabelle Bower?" A woman who sounded very friendly said.

"Yes, that's me." Oh my god. The moment of my life.

"I had bad and good news for you, which one would you like to hear first?"

"The good ones." I said, without hesitation.

"We would like you to come back so we could talk to you." She said. What was this?

"Is everybody doing this?" I asked. Maybe that didn't sound very professional, but in that moment, I didn't care.

"No, it's only you."

"And the bad news?" I crossed my fingers. Please don't be too bad. She hesitated with her answer.

"Actually, it would be the best if we discussed them when you came here." She said. "Could you be here by tomorrow at 1 pm?"

"Of course. I'll be there." I said, getting more nervous now.

"Excellent! We'll see you." She said and hanged up.

I did not sign up for this much panic and nervousness.

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I straightened my red shirt and re-tied the shoelaces of my black converse for the third time in ten minutes. I sat outside the same room as I had been doing my audition in, and my heartbeat was going crazy. When the door opened, I jumped up from my uncomfortable chair and almost fell on the way. Smooth.

The room looked the same as the last time, instead there were many different instruments there and not only the big piano. The same five people sat in the same five chairs, except today they have more casual outfits. Maybe they're only here for me today? Then I noticed, behind those people, there sat two men. They looked cool and relaxed, yet very important somehow. I raised my eyebrows when I saw them, but didn't say anything. I hated how these people could make me so afraid, so that I couldn't talk. I was completely unable to speak when I saw them.

"So, Isabelle, you must wonder why we called you back today." One of the women said. It's not the same who asked the questions yesterday, yet I had heard her voice before. It could be the woman who called me yesterday. I sat down at a chair in front of them.

"I do." I said.

"I don't know if you have figured it out already, but you have unfortunately not made it through the auditions and into the school." She said. It felt like my heart fell down to my stomach and my head went all dizzy, but I couldn't show them how sad I got. I couldn't cry. I didn't make it, I'm not good enough. She started talking again.

"But. We have an offer for you."

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