Abby's POV
I open my eyes to see a bright light being shun in my eyes, once I can finally see, I look around to see Caiden, Maddie, Anthony and mom... Wait mom?!
She grabs my hand and smiles "my baby! I'm so glad your okay. I came here as soon as I got the news" she said and I pull away and start to freak out again
"Oh, sweetheart, what's wrong?" She says while stroking my hair and I push her hand off
"Get... Out" she doesn't move, she puts her hand on mine
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" I shout while pushing her off and curling into a ball
"I think it's best if you leave" Anthony says nicely
"Forever. And don't come back" Caiden spats and I chuckle a little
"Fine, I tried to reconnect with you-" I cut her off by jumping up out of bed
"DONT YPU DARE TELL ME THAT! YOU KICKED ME OUT AND LEFT ME FOR DEAD IN THE COLD! YOU BLAMED ME FOR HIS DEATH! AND WHAT? DID DAD LEAVE YOU? FINALLY SOMEONE IN THIS FAMILY HAS A GOD DAMN BRAIN. WELL GUESS WHAT, I DONT GIVE A FLYING RATS ASS WHERE YOU GO OR WHAT YOU DO BUT IT BETTER BE FAR FROM HERE!" I shout and I can see tears in her eyes
"Awe you gonna cry mother? Good! Feel my 13 year old pain, feel the pain I felt when you wouldn't allow me to say goodbye, feel the pain I felt when you told me that I was a disgrace to the family, and feel my pain when you kicked me out and left me to fend for my self!" I shout and she runs out crying
"That was kind of harsh" Maddie says and I give Her a glare
"No it wasn't. Harsh is blaming your child for the others' death. Harsh is kicking your thirteen year old daughter out and leaving her to fend for herself. Harsh is disowning your daughter from the family. Hell, harsh is not letting your daughter come to her own brothers funeral! She's the harsh one Maddie" I say rather loudly and she backs away
"I didn't know-"
"It's okay. It's not something I love to talk about" I say and they all grab my hands
"We will always be there for you. Through thick and thin, that is why we are doing this for you" Maddie says while pulling me over to the music part of the infirmary. She sits by the keyboard, Anthony goes to the drums and Caiden goes to the guitar
-------flashback 13yr old Abby----
"I didn't know you played Caid" Wes says as me and him enter Caiden's room where he's strumming what I assume to be his guitar
"Yeah, I strum a little. It's for the ladies" Caiden says while high fiving Wes which causes me to roll my eyes
"You boys and your obsessions with girls" I say and Caiden starts playing my favorite song which is Somebody That I Used To Know
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)
(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody
"How do you feel now princess. You have a great voice, am I boyfriend material" he says with a wink and I cross my arms
"We will just have to see"
"Woo! OTP!" Wes says and we both throw a pillow at Wes
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Once they are done playing, I clap and go to hug all of them.
"You guys are the best!"
"Don't thank us, thank Caiden" Anthony and Maddie say in unison and I look at him only to see that he has a smirk plastered on his face
"How do you feel now princess. You have a great voice, am I boyfriend material?" He says with a wink and I cross my arms
"We will just have to see" I say and we both chuckle
"You never change do you?" He says and I shake my head
"Good" he says while pulling me into a kiss and I feel something that I haven't been able to feel in years. I feel complete.
The End
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Hey guys, so this is it. It's actually over, I decided to end it this way not because A) I have had huge freakin writers block and B) I just had to end it
I loved this book me in a way it gave me a different view on life. It made me see that life is not always perfect, but friends can help you through whatever challenges you face along the way.
Anyways, thank you so much for reading and I want you to go check out my other stories
-Expectations Vs Reality
-People Change
-My Adventures With The Davis Boys
- Fireworks
- The New Girl And The Bad Boy
- Living With The Carter Family
-Being A Carter
- Just You Watch
- Just You And Me
- Unspoken Words
- Everything Has Changed
And I don't suggest reading the rest because I am taking a break from them. Thanks!
-Jen
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