Chapter 10- If Words Could Kill You, I'd Be Six Feet Under Already

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Abby's POV
I am awoken from my deep sleep by Maddie "whhhhaaaat?" I groan

"Get up"

"Noooooo" I wine like a five year old and that is when she opens the blinds to reveal the bright light that we call sunshine but right now I'm thinking it's more like Satans spawn. I pick up my pillow and burry my head under it

"The light, it burns!" I shout and she starts laughing

"Okay vampira you can get up now" she says while closing the blinds and I slowly get up and stretch.

"It's 9AM on a freakin Saturday what could possibly be so important that you had to wake me?" I say and she smiles, one thing I have learned about her is that she smiles a lot. She should write on her job description talents: smiling everyday. Well actually that's not 100% true, I never really got her ex- boyfriends name right so let's just say that it's Kyle, when he cheated on her I could see how much pain she was in. She wouldn't laugh, talk, laugh, nothing. It was truly her personal demise.

"Well I wanted to have a chat with you before we go out with the guys later"

"Wait? I wasn't informed of this. Where are we going and when?"

"Well we are going to that cool jump place" She says and I arch my eyebrow

"Isn't that play for teens and kids?" I ask and she nods

"You know the guys, plus it will be really fun" She says while nudging me and I give in

"Ugh fine! So what was it you wanted to talk about?" I ask and she smiles to a point where her cheeks are rosy red, at least she's happy

"Well, actually I wanted to talk about you and Caiden... Like where do you guys stand with your relationship?" I knew this question was coming and the true answer is, I don't really know. I mean I hated him for half of this year but now that I know the truth, I don't know what I feel. And then I dodged his kiss to make it look to Maddie and Anthony that I was joking but I think it hit him hard and I felt really bad... But I don't know if I am ready to date him yet, I mean for this whole year I believed that he killed my brother.

But he didn't I think to myself  and that's when I realize that she is snapping her fingers in my face

"Hello? Where'd you go?" She asks and I shake my head

"I just got caught up in thinking, sorry"

"You don't have to be sorry. If your uncomfortable then we don't have to go later-"

"No, I want to, I really do"

"But?"

"But I guess the truth is I am really scared of being in a relationship with Caiden. I mean I know that he liked me since we were 14 but still... I just don't know if I am ready" I say and she nods

"I totally understand, you don't have to rush into anything when you don't want to but in my opinion, I really think you two should give it a shot" She says and I plop on my bed

"Why must life be so complicated?" I say randomly and we both sigh

"Because if life wasn't complicated, we'd all be happy people and the earth just doesn't want that for us"

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