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"Well this is it." Handing the key to Mrs.Williams with a sad smile on my face. I mean I know I can't live here anymore so I can't be by my bestfriend anymore but maybe this is a good thing. For one more alone time for more videos and all maybe I can even get a good night sleep without Lisa talking about who knows what. Maybe this is better for me in the end.

"I'm glad you found a place, it surprised me that you found one so fast." Her green eyes glued to mine with her lips forming a bit to a smile. "Yes, I am as well." Trying to be proper and not wanting to rude to the dean. "Well I'm guessing since you're giving me the key now then you already are moved in there." Nodding my head at her pale face before turning around to the door. "I have to go fix everything in my new place." Stating before opening the door and walking out. "So this is it now huh? I won't see you everyday anymore?" Lisa's eyes showing sadness while her face falls almost to the floor to shatter. "It'll be okay, I'll come visit a lot." Shrugging her shoulders at me while Shane walks up behind her. "It's going to be okay Lisbug, now we'll have more time together." Grabbing her by the waist as she nods turning her body into his chest. "Well I got to go fix up the cabin so I'll see you guys later." Trying to turn away before feeling an arm on my shoulder seeing Shane look down into my eyes and smile. "Good luck." Whispering to me before hugging Lisa more walking away with her.

They are so adorable and sometimes they make me wish I was in a relationship like that, but then I remember that I'm to busy for stuff like that. I mean maybe if I ever found a guy then maybe I'll try to date again. But until then I'm good where I'm at right now. Although if I ever decide that maybe I should go out to try date again then I might actually ask the McLoughlins about their son. Sean, I think that was his name. I mean that's a nice name. Sometimes I want to feel like I'm in a relationship but not actually be one. Honestly there's a part of me that wants to be like that one song. Where "I can't feel my face when I'm with you but I love it.' I want that experience but I don't want a boyfriend yet. I just want to be more stable first if that makes any sense to anyone. I want my own house that I almost own, a better job or a better standing in YouTube, out of college, and a nice car. I've heard when you are older and present yourself like a woman you will attract men and that's what I want. I want a man who may still act nerdy just like me.

Maybe I'm just making excuses for myself because I'm to picky when looking for someone. I mean is that so bad though? Probably. Oh well.

Opening the double doors to the outside feeling the cold air on my skinny body. Damn it I should have brought a jacket. Wrapping my arms around my chest walking on the cement sidewalk to the parking lot. Spotting my crappy car still in the spot where I left it grabbing my keys from my pocket. Unlocking the car going in turning on the heater with the radio. Plugging in my phone to the aux cord in my car unlocking my phone. Smiling to myself while looking at my Mark screensaver before tapping on my music app. Playing some music on shuffle with Whore by In This Moment starts playing. Yes, I love this song. 

Singing along to the song until the end hearing how amazing her voice is compared to mine. I wish I could sing as good as her but damn she has a great voice. Like I'm not going even to try to lie to myself she is literally one of the sexiest people on this planet to me. I would definitely bang her if I could. I'm not saying I'm a lesbian but I am heterosexual and I would straight up fuck her. She gets me so horny just listening to her voice. I don't even care if that's weird because we all have those people who can turn us on just by their voices. Maybe that's why I love this band so much. 

Pulling up to the cabin unplugging my phone and turning off my car before going over to the cabin. Unlocking the door walking in seeing all my stuff clattered in boxes except for my bed that's already in the small area behind the even smaller attic type area. Well great now it's time to unpack. Actually I should set up my desk next because that's the most important part. I mean where else would I put my computer? Exactly so now just a bit of elbow grease.