Demigod x Reader

jason x reader {special part 2}

you lived out your life trying not to hold much grief since it wouldn't be good for the children, on December 18th the twins were born, one boy and one girl, both children looked more like Jason

the boy had blonde hair, sky blue eyes with freckles, the girl had blonde hair, electric blue eyes also with freckles, which they must of inherited from their aunt Thalia

you smiled to yourself a doctor came in minutes later asking for names, you haven't came up with any you thought for a moment

you soon replayed "the boy name will be, Jason carter grace, and the girls name will be, amabel tiffany grace" you heard a familiar voice go "those are beautiful names darling" and the doctor left

you instantly knew who it was, you looked over to the side, a non-translucent Jason was standing there smiling at you and the children

you felt shocked "j-Jason" was all you could say to that, he nodded and touched your shoulder, he was solid "I'm here" he said in a calm soothing voice

"h-how?" you asked, "nico...you may want to thank him again, he begged his father to let me return to the world, putting valid reasons and such" explained Jason, you nodded

Jason looked at the twins "c-can I hold them?" he asked nervously like he wasn't ready, it came really unexpected that you two were going to be parents but you adapted to the idea pretty quickly

you nodded and smiled as he picked them up out of your arms "they are beautiful" Jason returned a smile, you never thought he would return, why was hades being so nice, maybe Zeus had to do with it, or Jupiter

the doctors soon came in to bring the babies to get checked on to make sure everything was healthy

as soon as the nurse left with Jason and amabel you looked at Jason, and he looked at you "the world is so arcane, isn't it" you told him "yes it is, but to think, slowly we can solve it, we just sometimes have to take baby steps"

you agreed and signed "what's wrong darling?" asked Jason, you looked at him "the camp, it's changed without you, and your sister...she wasn't holding up very well, she..." your voice died, Jason seemed to realized how his death affected so many

soon you heard a door open and heard gasps "JASON!" yelled Thalia running up and hugging him tightly, the others stood there quietly, "I-I missed you so much, Jason I can't believe your back I thought I lost you again for good" Thalia kept rambling on and on about how much she missed him and was glad he was back

the whole scene made you smile, they were reunited again, nico was the only one who didn't seem surprised

as soon as Thalia let go she smiled at you "y/n how do you feel..?" she asked in a softer voice "a little tired but I'm okay" you replied, she nodded "rest a little, don't stress yourself, you need rest" Thalia told you, you nodded but couldn't get to sleep, soon the nurse returned the twins and each person got a chance to hold them, Thalia and will felt the most connection with the twins thought since they were family

---time skip---

the twins were now 3 weeks old and they really were testing their vocal cords, every 40 minutes one of them would start crying which would trigger their siblings tears and both parents would have to go to the twins attendance

"no more kids" you muttered to Jason who nodded as you got to the twins you picked up Jason Jr, as Jason picked up amabel

"must be a diaper change" Jason muttered as you nodded, you knew you never would of been able to take care of the twins on your own

after calming them down and changing their diapers you looked at Jason "we got to talk" you told him "of course" he replied as he put down amabel and walked over to the couch and sat down

you put down Jason Jr and then followed him taking the spot next to him "what do you wish to discuss?" asked Jason, "how long?" you asked "what do you mean?" he asked "how long until you return back to Elysium" you said more stern

he looked at you with a confused look "I have 12 months to stay, then I'm going to have to return to Elysium" Jason admitted

you looked down for a moment and signed and then faced him once more "Jason...your so calm about this....why?" you asked softly and sadly, the worst thought came to your head 'does he even care?' was your thought but you quickly wiped that thought away

Jason looked at you "it's happening, there is nothing we can do to stop it, so what's the point of complaining" Jason replayed, that's when you realized

you couldn't not complain, you envied his maturity, you also realized how much he was down to earth with the situation, he was always so mature and equable

"you are right....there is nothing we can do" you shook your head not an ideal answer for you, you wanted him to see his children grow, you wanted your children to have memories of their father

but that could be more devastating after they lose him

you kissed him

---time skip---

it's been about 10 months since the twins were born, and you wouldn't lie, it was hard to take care of the twins when you knew the father was going to die soon

Jason tried to keep you happy and calm but it was invalid effort, you knew this time would fly to quickly and you were getting very apprehensive but you lived on, amabel and Jason Jr were very energetic, and were already walking (a/n it's possible to walk at ten months I did) 

---time skip---

11 months, this scared you Jason would be dead next month....

---time skip---
it was 12 months, the day you dreaded, but it was the kids birthday today, it was a full year, and you wish you could've made Jason's time more enjoyable but you had the kids to take care of

the party was only a little one nobody really came except family such as Thalia and will, but it was enjoyable for once the kids were calm and playful in a good mannerly way

it was almost about 11 o'clock when it struck you, Jason is almost gone, both of you put the kids to bed that night and then both of you eat on the couch

of course you cried you didn't want Jason to leave but you had too, you took one last picture of him and yourself, the last memory you would really have of him alive

11:54, Jason was still alive and with you

11:55 still breathing

11:56 more tears

11:57 apprehensive of what was about to happen

11:58  your last kiss, a hug and a the last bit of love

11:59....time was up, gone, dissolved into the air...dead, Jason took his last breath and as that clock struck twelve you were alone

12:00 he was gone...for good  

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should I continue this into the future of end it here ?