The Four Years Gap

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SULLI

Nakatingin ako sa mga kaibigan ko kasama ang mga kasintahan nila. Naiinggit ako. I missed Zed so much. Tagal ko na siyang hindi nakikita haaays.

May kumanta pa ng wish you were here ni Avril kaya lalo akong nalungkot.

"Hoy Sol para kang binagsakan ng langit at lupa." Natatawang sabi ni Sab..

"Namiss ko lang siya." Pilit akong ngumiti.

"Sus, Sulli talaga." Tawa ni Jay.

"Oh Sila carl na pala oh." Sabi ni Sue. Kumanta sila ng mga kantang napapanahon. Dalawang magkasunod yon.

"This song is for you Ate Sulli!" sabi ni Dwayne na vocalist. Biglang tinugtog ang A thousand years. Ayan naiiyak na ako. Napayuko ako.. pero.. ng magsimula na ang kanta tumatalon ang puso at napatakip ng bibig. Tuloy tuloy akong lumuha..

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I cant believe this. I cant.. please if this is just I dream I don't want to wake up. He is looking at me. My dear Zed. Singing in the stage. I miss him so so much.

I have died every day
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Matagal na akong naghihintay sa kanya. Pero kaya ko. Alam kong ganon din siya. He looks so handsome. Kahit saang anggulo ko tingnan. Mahal na mahal ko siya.

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I cant help my self but to cry tagos sa puso ko ang kanta niya. Since I was Grade 6 he was there. We keep on waiting.. but we are still holding on.

I have died every day
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

"Sulli baby. I love you. Thank you for trusting me." Sabi niya. Hiyawan at palakpakan ang naririnig ko. Gusto ko siyang lapitan at yakapin. I love him so so much and I missed him too.

"I love you too.." bulong ko sa sarili ko. Maya maya biglang may new song na tumugtog.

-Marry Me by Train. Kinanta niya ang song lalo akong napaiyak kasabay ng hiyawan sa paligid ko.

Forever can never be long enough for me
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Bumababa na siya ng stage. Nakatingin sakin. papalapit

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say
Hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Makita lang siya sobrang masaya na ako. Ang taong nagpapasaya sakin. Kahit gano pa katagal kaya ko. Sobrang gwapo niya. Hindi na siya ang batang masungit. He is now a grown man.