Is it LUST OR LOVE?

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"TAEYEON!!!!!!!!!"

I hear my mum shouting for me from downstairs.

"YOU BETTER WAKE UP NOW OR YOU'LL BE LATE FOR SCHOOL!!!"

"Heh!"
I smirks at my mum's remarks from the shouting, little did she know, I was already awaken the pass one hour.
The reason I woke up an hour earlier was always and only for one same reason.

Taeyeon walks to the only window in her room, which faces the road.
She looks at her watch on her wrist impatiently.

Where is she.....she's quite late today! Come on come on~

Taeyeon bite her bottom lip as she is near to the edge of breaking her limits on patience.
Its been 2 years since the last time, Taeyeon starts doing this.
She slums her chin lazily on her palm while waiting at her window.
A small frown was played on the corner of her lips.
Taeyeon's head heads up a little when she heard a couple of giggles from around the corner.
Now a small excited smile slowly plays across her face, replacing the previous frown.

Hehehehehe!! There she comes again.

It was all like in a movie, you know, how good things becomes all slow mo to let you enjoy things even longer, this happenings were actually playing in Taeyeon's eyes now.
Two girls in their uniforms appear to be walking together side by side, talking to one another.
Giggling at their little talks that they both shares.
Taeyeon watches them from her window with interest plays in her eyes.
One girl has a very healthy looking long black hair, while the other one was a blonde with smooth curls at the end of her hair.
Their arms were linked together as they walk pass Taeyeon's house now.

If you guys are wondering why am I like a stalker, peering them through my windows, please, I am not...I don't stalk..i just...well... I don't know if there is such word to define of what I am doing, but for sure I am not stalking them..well, not them specifically.

"KIM TAE YEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Just one of them, oh well, I guess my mum's limit is already over, that's one harsh shout. I better get going!

Taeyeon pick her bag up from the floor in front of her bed, slinging it over one of her arms as she dashes out from her room, fleeing down the stairs.
She landed with a big jump at the end of the stairs.

"AIGOOO! This kid!!!" mrs. Kim taps her chest a few times, shaking her head.

"mianhae omma~" Taeyeon smiles dorkily and gives her mum a hug.

"what are you doing, you'll need to rush to school again!"

"dae" Taeyeon breaks the hug, smiling at her mum with an apologetic look on her face, "woke up late again"

Look, lying is no good, I know, I don't imply that on me, but, how will my mum ever react if she knew I actually woke up an hour earlier just to look at HER =.= that's definitely not a good excuse, never will I even say it!

"I have to go mum!! Bye!" Taeyeon kisses her mum by the cheek as she rushes out of the house.

Running to her front porch, Taeyeon grab the bicycle lying sideways on its own at the gate.
She jumps on it and starts cycling it as fast as she can go.
Indeed Taeyeon is a good in cycling, she was smooth around the corner.
She's quick enough as she sees the two familiar figures in front.
Taeyeon has a grin plays on her face again.
Taeyeon paddle fast enough on the bike pedal, but she slows down as she is near to the two girls. She rings the bell on her bicycle. Making the two girls jump up in surprise.
They look at her.

"Morning!" Taeyeon smiles, she then uses only one hand to wave goodbye as she cycles away from them.
The blonde one looks at Taeyeon unkindly for scaring her with the sudden bell ringing from behind her, "she's weird Tiff, always greeting us that way"
Tiffany shakes her head, laughing quietly, "gwenchana..."
"Do you think she's trying to make friends with us?" the blonde ask her friend.
Tiffany shrugs her shoulders, "I don't know Jessi, but I would prefer if she really wants to make friends, do it in a proper way"
"ANDWAE" Jessica shakes her head.
"wae" Tiffany look at Jessica's overreacted reaction.
"Tiffany, she's a school next to ours" Jessica pouted.
"so?"
"uhhh~ you know what I mean, don't need me to spill things out words by words isnt it" Jessica scoffs as she crosses her arms.
Tiffany's lips curve into a side frown.

Yes, Tiffany and Jessica happens to study in a high maintenance school where else, Taeyeon's school are more like those normal one, but two different standards of school are only separate with a wall and fence.
Schools like Tiffany and Jessica's are not easy to get into.

"im tired~~~~~" Jessica complains, as both her arms hangs lazily.
Tiffany shakes her head, giggling at her friend's complain.
"why didn't I take the limo.. why did I even listen and agree to your so-call brilliant idea of walking to school is the best way to lose some weight" Jessica continues to complain.
"yahhhh~ stop complaining, we made this promise, stick up to it" Tiffany stuck her tongue out at Jessica.
"but I didn't promise that I wont complain during our way" Jessica stuck her tongue out back at Tiffany.


Taeyeon get her legs off the pedal and uses her leg to break by stopping her bike with both her feet. Taeyeon gets off the bike, dragging the bike by her side, to where her school has already prepare a small parking lot for bicycle.
Taeyeon pull out a lock out from her bag when she found an empty space for her bike to be tie at, she then use the lock the bike at the pole.
A tall tanned girl leans her butt against the pole, her arms crossed.
She stares at Taeyeon unkindly.
"dae dae dae, I know, Im a little late today" Taeyeon says without looking at the girl.
"yah kim taeyeon! A little? It's 10 minutes"
"fine. Lunch on me later" Taeyeon offers.

Taeyeon is done locking her bike safely at the pole, she threw the keys up, but only frowns when Sooyoung catches it easily, since she is a lot more taller than Taeyeon.
"you offer that to a wrong person" Sooyoung smirks, twirling the key by its hook around her index finger.
"ahhh~ I have savings, still can afford it" Taeyeon jumps up and grabs the key back quickly, smiling happily when she sees how shock Sooyoung is.
Taeyeon plops the keys into her pocket.

Sooyoung and Taeyeon gathers in the assembly along with the other students.
They heard ringing bells from the school besides theirs, only the fences were the only thing standing in the way, but through the fences, Taeyeon can see the other side of the school is doing the same thing, getting ready for the assembly.

Hmmmm, think I can see her from here? Spot her out from the crowds?

Sooyoung look at her friend whose head is going side to side, looking at the opposite side of their school.
"oi, who are you looking for?" Sooyoungs smacks Taeyeon's shoulder.
Taeyeon slums in disappointment as she cant find who she wanted to look for, she shakes her head.
"you know anyone from there?" Sooyoung ask.
"not really" taeyeon answers shortly.
"oh ya, I've sign you up for basketball club"
"you what!?"
"sign you up for the basketball club" Sooyoung repeats.
"what ! why would you do something like that! I was never interested in sports! And especially basketball!"
"stop overreacting, just do it for good health....and points for the end of our exam, the big exam this year!" Sooyoung crosses her arms.
"and you think basketball is the good idea?" Taeyeon copies Sooyoung.
Sooyoung nods her head.
"and why would you think it is?"
"cos first, is fun, secondly, im in it"
"so? Its easy for you to say so because you have the height! When I don't" Taeyeon flings both her arms up in the air in frustration.
"just try, no harm trying it"
Taeyeon grumbles under her own breath.
"yahhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~" Sooyoung wraps her arms around Taeyeon's neck from the back tightly, "mianhaeeeeee taeyeon aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~"
"go away" Taeyeon crosses her arms.
"taeyeonnieeeeeeee!!!" Sooyoung speaks in her annoying aegyo loudly.
Most students look in their direction, don't know why but Taeyeon look at the opposite direction and out of the crowd, the blondie and brunette girls that Taeyeon is searching for just now is looking at them too, like the other students does.
Taeyeon quickly pulls Sooyoung's arms away, trying her best, since Sooyoung is a little longer.
"the heck- let go, sooyoung!"
"tell me that you'll be going to the practice today"
"what!? Today!?"
"tell me tell me t-t-tell me~~~~~" Sooyoung did her aegyo again.
"araso araso! I'll go! Now let go!"
Sooyoung did a fake kiss for Taeyeon at the cheeks and let go, "good girl" she pats Taeyeon's head roughly.

She saw that? She witness that? Will she misunderstand it??

But by the time, Taeyeon looks back at the other school, the students has resume to its normal position, no longer looking at her or Sooyoung.
It made Taeyeon sighs loudly.

Why am I even afraid that she'll misunderstand it, when she's not even....mine?

"don't worry, there's a few famous short basketball players too" Sooyoung pats Taeyeon's head.
Taeyeon yank Sooyoung's hand away, fixing her hair tidy back.
"that's not what I really worries about" Taeyeon mumbles as she looks at the other school one last time again before concentrating on what her headmaster is about to say in the speech.

Taeyeon ah Taeyeon ah Taeyeon ah~~~~ what is this feeling you have now, are you starting to fall for the same sex of yours? Of course in many eyes, most might be disgusted by the fact that I may be interested in my same sex instead of liking guys... what to do! There's no one to be blame, but I really cant help but to like her... was it love or not I do not know... but I definitely enjoy the past 2 years of looking at her through window, or peeking her through the fences and although I have never hears her voice, I've already imagine how she'll sound like, hard to do so since I have never hears it before, but only my imagination can takes me further... I really really really want to know this girl, just a simple hello from her will do, maybe like the traditional old way, a handshake perhaps? Ugh!! Here I am, mentally smacking myself at my own thoughts! What will mum says if she knows im feeling this way now? Brother JiWoong will probably tease me till the day I die =.= and Sooyoung! (taeyeon looks at Sooyoung the moment the girl was mention in her head) will she even still accepts me when she finds out that.... I might actually turns out to be way more different than her? I mean, she's always loving the attention she gets from males, she even does silly things to get attention from the males. No no no, this must be a lust, nothing but a lust, yes, im growing up, hormones raging, she's pretty that's all... (taeyeon hung her head low) what are you thinking kim tae yeon... why are you trying to confuse yourself even worse than ever... oh God~ you tell me, what am I feeling now... I just like seeing her because I feel like she has an extraordinary beauty right? Yeah! Yeah!! It must be it, I must be confusing myself between love and admire. Well hell yeah! I was never in relationship before! So this explains! I don't even know anything about love, how can I say that im in love? I was never in the situation before, I do not know what or how does it feels to love someone... yeah, that must be it.....yeah....cool. I should. Just stop. Thinking about her.

Taeyeon is too into her thoughts too much that she didn't realize the students are already going back to their classes, leaving her standing there, her head hung low.

Jessica who happens to over her shoulders, sees something and taps Tiffany's shoulder.
"wae?" Tiffany looks at her best friend.
Jessica nods towards where she is looking at, "isnt that the weird person who greets us?"
Tiffany tilt her head sideways a little to see clearly at who Jessica is stating at.
When she had a clear view, she nods her head.
"yeah, is her" answers Tiffany.
"look, everyone is gone and there she is standing there. Alone" Jessica holds her laughter.
"leave her alone, sica" Tiffany looks away.


"yah"
Taeyeon jumps up at the sudden pat from someone from behind.
She turn around only to find Sooyoung looking at her, she looks around, her mouth open slightly.
"where's others?"
Sooyoung smacks her own head, "they left, what happened to you, tae?"

Shit! I must've gone into my thoughts too deeply.

Taeyeon shakes her head, "nothing. Lets go, shall we"




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