Expect The Unexpected

Scared

SHAWNS POV

the next day following the party I walked into the school grounds, scared by the fact Rachel may have found out!
What had I done??
I shut my eyes slowly and recapped the event... The words She kissed me SHE KISSED ME pulsed in my head as I looked around looked for Rachel's perfect brown hair.
Instead of Rachel I saw Francesca running out of the girls bathroom calling to her friends. I looked over and her and waved. She smiled kindly and waved back whilst running back into the bathroom with two blondes following.
"Oh hey mate!" Brian hollered while planting a sharp slap on my back.
"Hey," I say "what's all happening in the girls bathroom? Like I saw Fran over there with some others and she looked pretty distressed?!"
"Well I did hear something on the grape vine," Brian said winking at me.
Then it hit me. The smell of alcohol thick in his breath. Oh lord! He's still drunk from the party.
"All I know..." Brian started before pausing and hiccuping "...is that your girl Rachel is upset!"
I stood shocked! She had found out! Oh no! I ran the scenario over in my head... She kissed me! Then I ran over to the girls bathroom right as Rachel walked out with Fran on one arm and Lilly gently holding her other arm.
I run over and Fran stares at me. She ushers me away with her head but I'm not leaving!
"Hey baby?" I say cautiously to Rachel.
She looks up and smiles sadly at me.
"Can I speak to you?" I say, trying to ignore the looks Fran and Lilly are giving me.
"Oh yeah," she says quietly slowly taking her arms back from her friends embraces.
That's a start I think in my head, she atleast wants to talk.
I grab her hand gently, intertwining our fingers. She looks up and tears fill her eyes.
"I am so sorry! Rachel please believe me I am so so so sorry!" I start.
She stares at me, pure confusion in her eyes.
"What... What happened??" I question.
She sniffles "well you know how my Grandma wasn't very well..."
Oh no...
"Well she passed away last night..." She finished.
I looked at her as her bottom lip started to pucker.
I embraced her in a hug placing my chin on her soft head. She hugged me back and I could feel my T-shirt getting wet with her tears.
"Hey baby," I said "how about we leave the school and go get some 'feel better food' ??"
"Thank... Than.. Thanks Shawn..." She stuttered.
I grabbed her bag from her back, slinging it over my shoulder. Then taking her hand I led her out the school gates.
"Soo... Do you want some Taco Bell??" I said grinning slightly.
She looked up and kissed me on the lips quickly. She then smiled at me and nodded.

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RACHELS POV
I open my eyes, confusion fills my head... I look over and see Shawn lying next to me shirtless.
I roll over and wrap an arm around his waist, immediately feeling his obvious abs. He mumbles to himself and rolls over to face me. I smile sweetly and he smirks back embracing me in a hug, kissing me on the lips. I kiss back, enjoying the moment. Boy have I missed moments like these. Then it came back to me before Shawn even knew my grandma had passed he had said sorry to me ... I break the kiss and look at him. He looks back, obvious confusion on his face.
"Hey Shawn?" I say gently.
"Yes babe?" He replies smoothly.
"Well you know yesterday when... Well we talked and before you even knew it happened you said you were sorry??" I say "what were you sorry for?"
A look of sheer pain covers his gorgeous face.
He rolls over getting out of his bed and pulls a shirt over his head.
"Shawn??"
"Just a second Rachie," he replies while picking up his stuff.
He then sits at my desk and starts to speak.

SHAWNS POV
"Well as you know Brian had his party the other day and Brian being Brian hired a striper..."
Her facial expression dropped but she continued to listen.
"Well, she starred hitting on me right?!" I continued.
"Why wouldn't she," Rachie replied trying to act undisturbed by it all.
"Well as soon as I realised this I went to leave and get away from her but she followed me and kissed me!" I finished, the fear of loosing Rachie making tears fill my eyes.
"Shawn, I saw the photo on Facebook... I know what happened..." She said.
"You have??" I say.
"Yes, so in a way I treated this as a test, testing if you would ever tell me or hope I wouldn't find out!" She continued.
"Rachie I'm so sorry! I promise I didn't kiss back and I broke the kiss straight away and left the party!!!!" I continued hoping she wouldn't dump me right there and then.
"Look Shawn..." She starts.
Oh no! I have done it now...
"It hurt that she kissed you but you told me... Which proves that I can trust you. And trust is more important than a kiss from another girl! Especially if you didn't kiss back!" She finished.
"Rachie..." I say my breath taken by how sweet she is! "I love you!" I say.
"I love you too Shawn," she replies and then get up to meet me at her desk. She sits on my lap and her arms warp around my shoulders. A hint of fire in her eyes. She kisses me on the lips before standing up and taking my hand, proceeding to pull me into a hug and fall back onto her bed.

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Sooooo it's been like years since I last updated but I hope you like this chapter xxx it would mean a lot to me if you were to comment your thoughts on my story so far!
Anyway thank you for reading and hopefully I will update more regularly xx
Thanks Nadia