"Kian! Breakfast is ready!"
"Good Morning baby." Kian plants a quick kiss on my forehead as I dish up his breakfast, eggs and toast with bacon
I can feel my cheeks instantly become heated. It's crazy how kian and I have known each other for so long, yet everything he does to me is like the first time.
Kian and I chomp down on my delicious meal while talking about today. It's the devastating day that kian leaves for tour. He has to be at the airport at 6pm so we have pretty much all day to be with each other.
We decided to go to the beach for our last day together, (for three months). I really need to go tanning anyways so it all works out ;)
After getting everything ready for the beach we finally leave my apartment. Kian seems extra happy today which is odd because I'm feeling extremely down in the dumps. I mean, he's leaving me for three months, why would he be happy?
"We're here, babe." Kian breaks me out of my thoughts and opens up the car door for me
As soon as I step out of the car the sun beats down on me. It's 96 degrees Fahrenheit right now so a really good tan is highly expected.
Kian and I walk hand and hand to my favorite spot on the beach, by a huge rock so barely anyone can see me.
I put on light suntan lotion after laying down my towel. I lay down and begin to soak up the sun. We just laid there with our fingers intertwined. I'm really going to miss being around kian. He always brightens up my day.
After about thirty minutes, Kian's hand abandons mine without explaining.
"Kian?" I call out without opening up my eyes because the sun is to bright
He probably went to the bathroom or something. I don't know why he wouldn't tell me though.
I shrug of all my thoughts and go back into my peaceful state of mind. I'm almost asleep when coldness invades my body. I rip off my sunglasses and see a smirking kian with an empty bucket hovering over me. I'm nearly shaking because the water he just poured on me was freezing cold.
"Kian!" I pout standing up and wrapping my towel over me
Kian still doesn't say anything, he just wraps his strong arms around me.
"I'm sorry baby. Is there anyway I could make it up to you?"
My knees go weak from kians husky voice. I know this was his plan all along.
Kian pushes me up against the huge rock and I drop my towel, making our skin touch each other's.
(Warning: the following paragraphs are kind of sexual (not really) If you aren't comfortable with that please skip through it. :) )
Kian hands freely roam my body. I let out a quiet moan when his middle finger brushed against my spot.
"Babygirl." Kian whispers in my ear. "I want to take you right here."
"Then do it." I reply
Kian picks me up and lays me down his beach towel. I take advantage of Kian's position and take off his swim trunks, leaving him completely naked. While kian is putting on a condom, I remove my bathing suite.
Kian adjusts himself right at my entrance.
Kian looks at me asking for approval so I nod my head.
"Ah, fu.k." Kian moans as he begins thrusting inside of me
Oddly enough, I really only feel a little pleasure. Kian isn't as big as the last couple of guys I've slept with, including Corey.
Now I know I have to fake an orgasm every time kian and I have sex. God damn why me?
I've had to act before in this situation. I quickly break out of my thoughts and slide my nails down Kian's back.
I might as well try to make this feel better,
"Faster." I fake moan
Kian starts pumping faster but I still feel slight pleasure. Dang it.
I fake a few more moans until kian climaxes. I smoothly pull away from kian and put my bikini back on.
"That was amazing baby." I lie to kian
Kian smiles to himself and puts his shorts back on.
"We should probably get some food before my flight takes off." Kian reminds me and I sigh
"We can stay here a little longer and then just eat at the airport."
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"I'm going to miss you so much." I cry into kian chest as he softly rubs my back
"We can FaceTime every night baby." Kian reassures me
I nod and break away from the hug. I quickly hug Jc as we say our goodbyes.
"Bye!" I wave to kian when he sadly looks back at me
My cheeks are already numb from my tears. I can't even feel my face by the time Kian's plane takes off.
Once I stop sobbing like a baby, I wipe my face and reapply my mascara and blush.
Then my phone starts buzzing like crazy. I check my Twitter and I'm being mentioned in tons of tweets with pictures of Kian's and I. At first my heart nearly pops out of my body when I think that the photos are of kian and I having sex but they are just ones of us saying goodbye. Then their are some of me crying by myself.
One of them is captioned,
"Internet star Andrea Russet always preaches about being an independent woman, but when her man leaves, she goes crazy."
How dare they say something like that to me. So if I'm upset about my boyfriend traveling the world without me for three months, I can't cry because I claim to be independent? That makes no fricken sense.
"Andrea?" I heard a familiar voice behind me
Oh shit. So when I'm at my worst, someone even worse comes up to me. I just want to run away and not fu.king talk to him.
A/N
whoa whoa whoa who will be the person that comes up to Andrea? who knows? okay actually a lot of people probably know lmao
if you guys have any ideas on what you want to happen while kian is on tour, tell me!
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again // kian lawley , andrea russett
Fanfictionkian and andrea have already been through this before, they thought they weren't compatible. after a year and and half they find their way back to eachother. can they maintain their love through the hard times?
