Dean's P.O.V.
At first my entire body was shaking...
i could feel it
then...
i felt so weird...
like i couldn't feel anything, but at the same time i could feel everything
i don't know how to explain it
all of a sudden i was at my old school
back in middle school
with the kids that used to make fun of me all around me
i look around all of them looking, pointing and laughing at me
except it wasn't me me...
i was looking at my younger -self getting bullied by the kids
this was a flashback
a flashback, that i never wanted to see again...
i look around confused
this can't be real...
the out of the corner of my eye i see cas
theor were kids laughing at him too
cas was my friend, really he was
but in this moment i only had one thought
i had to find a way for all these kids to stop laughing at me and cas
so i act mad at cas, showing everyone my bad side
or what i call...my evil side...
after that no one ever messed with me again
but it got worse
people spoke badly about me
no one wanted to hang out with me...
god i hated this feeling
i just wanted to get out of this...
how do i do that?
help me
SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!
Castiel's P.O.V.
when we rushed into dean's room he was on the floor
shaking like crazy
he wasn't having a seizure
it was more like a panic attack
his knees were brought to his stomach and his face was buried i his knees
he was on his side shaking, and rocking back and forth
but the weirdest thing was
he was crying, but not making any noise
their were tears coming out of his eyes, but he wasn't making any noises
it's like he was crying but didn't know it...
sam ran over to him and held his head in his hands
as if this has happened before dean subconsciously wrapped his arms awkwardly around sam
and sam was whispering to him
"it's ok it's ok, hey hey hey you're going to be ok dean, it's ok"
when we heard the doorbell ring sam stands up and looks at me
"i'll get it, if dean wakes up just...scream" he says running out of the room
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Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)
FanfictionNerd!Cas and Bully!Dean Castiel Novek and Dean Winchester were the best of friends, but Castiel did something to Dean that made him hate Castiel since 6th grade. Then Dean moves away and they meet again 4 years later in a coffee shop, they are both...
