Dean's P.O.V.
I went home to get ready for the date with cas tonight
i knew exactly what i was going to do
i thought a lot about it
in fact, i've thought about this before
when we were friends
i think about it for a little bit
until
suddenly i get flashbacks of me beating cas up
i hear my cold voice piercing through my ears
"YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!"
it echoed through my head
i couldn't stop it
i hadn't realized i was closing my eyes till i felt them open slowly
i'm on the floor in with my knees against my chest and my arms wrapped around my legs
did i just black out?
what the hell was that about??
i hear a knock at my door and see sammy walk in
"dean?" he asks
he sees me laying on the floor in the same position i woke up in
"DEAN?!? HOLY SHIT WHAT HAPPENED?!" he asks worryingly,
running over to me and lifting up my head
i couldn't get any words out
with the image of me beating cas up and the piercing scream i had
it was unnatural, like i wasn't even human...
"dean? what happened?" sam asks calmly
seeing as i wasn't talking
"hold tight dean, i will be right back" sam says
he runs out of the room and i hear him pick up the phone
he runs back in the room and dials some numbers on the phone
i really hope hes not calling the police...that just means more trouble
even still i can't move or speak
what's wrong with me?
and who is sam calling?
"hello, bobby? it's sam" sam says into the phone
bobby? why is he calling bobby?
"bobby it's about dean, it happened again..."
what happened again? has this happened before??
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?!!
"ok, see you the- wait what?!" he says looking at me then out the window
"ok, i'll call him and let him know, thanks bobby, bye" he hangs up the phone
and looks at me
"don't worry dean" he says
while grabbing me and helping me on the bed
he lays me down and pulls the covers over me
why the hell can't i move
this is the weirdest feeling i have ever felt
but for some reason i can't help but feel like this has happened before
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Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)
FanfictionNerd!Cas and Bully!Dean Castiel Novek and Dean Winchester were the best of friends, but Castiel did something to Dean that made him hate Castiel since 6th grade. Then Dean moves away and they meet again 4 years later in a coffee shop, they are both...