Why? (Destiel Highschool/College/Coffee Shop AU)

Chapter 5

Dean's P.O.V. 

When i got home sammy and dad were sitting on the couch watching a scary movie 

they must have not heard me come in because

when i walked over to them they both jumped and looked at me with big, wide eyes

i couldn't help but laugh...and laugh...and laugh and laugh and laugh

by the time i finally caught my breath sammy and dad were both giving me angry glares

"what?" i asked innocently 

"it's not my  fault you didn't hear me come through the door!!" i said still trying to catch my breath

"well knock next time will ya!!" my dad says now chuckling a little bit

"but i have to admit, you got sammy good" he adds

sam then whips his head around to look at dad 

with his eyes squinted at him and his mouth hung open offended

"NO HE DIDN'T!! i-i wasn't scared" sammy says crossing his arms trying to look confident

dad and i just chuckle 

i walk past sammy and ruffle is hair with my hand

"whatever scardy-cat, i'm going to bed" i tell him with a smirk on my face

as i walk upstairs to my room, i hear sammy yelling to me "I WASN'T SCARED!!" 

i yell down to him "WERE TOO!!" 

and he yells back "JERK!!" 

 i yell back to him "BITCH!!" 

 i chuckled to myself and close the door to my room, locking it for the night 

i change into some plaid pants with no shirt, since i never sleep with a shirt on

i sit on the edge of my bed and see if i had any messages 

i had on from castiel

i smiled a little bit

and texted back telling him i will probably see him tomorrow

so we agreed to talk tomorrow

and the conversation ended there  

so i wrap my self in my blankets and slowly start to drift off to sleep 

until i start to dream...

*Dream*

..."WHAT THE HELL DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?!!?" i yell to the kid below me

who i am holding by the collar and shaking viciously

pure terror was in his bright blue eyes

wait...i've seen those eyes before...but where? 

"i-i'm sorry dean...p-please...stop..." the boy says 

"STOP SAYING THAT!!!" I yell at him 

i feel angry, but why am i angry?

what did this kid do? 

is this a flashback?

who is this kid? 

i can't really make out his face only the color of his eyes

they were so clear, big and bright...and...blue...almost unreal 

it's like i can almost see myself in the refection of his eyes

i look a little closer and see myself, but at the same time it wasn't me

my eyes were...no that can't be...

my eyes were...black...

this is bad, i must be dreaming....i have to wake up

i HAVE to wake up 

*Dream Over* 

i wake up to the sound of my dad knocking on my door 

telling me to get ready for work

that was a weird dream....although i don't remember it...

all i remember was thinking i have to wake up

i wonder why?

oh well...

time to get ready for work

i look at the clock on my bedside table

i have time to stop and get a coffee from Ellen's before i head off to work

 good then i will 

and if i leave in about 5 minutes i will have time to talk to Castiel

which made me pretty exited

i don't know why, but...

he interested me

so i get dressed quick and head there fast 

i don't know why but i felt good today

like i could face anything

but i'm sure that will go away soon

it never really lasts 

i'm not that great 

i'm just plain old

Dean Winchester 

AUTHORS NOTE:  hey guys!! 

(SORRY short chapter) 

i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry i have not been updating

so this is my Christmas present to all of you guys 

i swear i'm not going to update just on holidays 

i am on winter break now, so i might have time to write

really guys, i feel so bad, i love this story so much

 and i can't wait to see where it goes

i just hope you guys like i too...and i just really suck at updating

and if your wondering why i'm not with my family, i am...but i'm also anti-social and i felt like writing

so MERRY CHRISTMAS!! 

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