Twilight One Shots

Let This Go; A Jacob Black Love Story

-”I ask myself that everyday Em…I’ll let him go as long as he’s happy. He’s not himself anymore Em. If you ask me he’s hurting himself and that in turn hurts me…I don’t even know him any more!” I shouted towards the end. I could tell he was startled. He took a step towards me and I opened the door, he stopped. I cleaned my face trying to be as subtle as possible. “I use to say that maybe if my heart stops beating, the pain will stop too” I whispered, well aware that he could hear me. I herd him in return gasp at my comment. “I’m not stupid though, it won’t work…I’ll be causing grief for others, like you and Ma, I don’t want that.” I stopped as I herd a loud howl, it sounded like Jake. I sighed. They were waiting on me. “I don’t wanna be alone, I don’t wanna let him go, but I have too. So in a way, I’ll let him go while still being able to hold on.” Embry looked like he would soon be in tears if he saw me in so much pain. Being twins gave us this uncanny connection towards each other. I sighed. “Forget it Em, Don’t wait up. Cover for me?” I asked as I turned around now smiling. He smiled sadly, seeing right through my fake one. He nodded nonetheless.

-”I’ll tell Ma your at a sleep over.” I nodded as I ran into the woods to shift. Before I did I made sure to clear my head of ALL thoughts. I stripped off my clothing as I was away from view and shifted, letting my beautiful silvery grey fur shine in the moonlight. I looked a lot like Embry in wolf form too, except that the grey in me was more of a silvery color at night. I shook it as I felt at peace for the time being. ‘I’ll never let this go’ I thought as I sighed/

-’Let what go Aira?’ I jumped and herd a round of barking laughter. I could easily identify the russet wolf in front of me along with the sandy colored one at his right. I gave him my best wolfy grin.

-’Oh! Hey Jake…Hey Seth!…It’s nothing! I was just talking to myself…well thinking, you get what I mean!’ I thought still smiling. They nodded.

-’So Aira how’s it going?’ I looked at Seth as we began to run. I ran at a steady pace seeing as I was slightly faster than the two boys.

-’Not much kiddo just...being myself ya know? Trying to get as much outta life while I still can.’ I said nonchalantly. Seth nodded and we began to have a conversation as we split up to survey the lands. We were talking about school in general. About how me and him were bummed out because Sam wouldn’t let him join football and I could not join track.

-’See! You get me! Sam said something about not being fair to the humans!’ shouted Seth obviously upset. I herd him sigh in his head. ‘But I suppose he knows best…’ I nodded my head even though he couldn’t see I knew he could comprehend that I in turn did understand what he felt.

-’ Yea I know what you…Jake? Hey why’s Jake so quiet?’ I asked Seth.

-’Oh he’s just upset cause Bella..’

-’Seth!’ We herd someone growl in our heads. I could almost hear the kid whimper at the tone of Jacob’s voice. ‘I think that’s enough patrolling!’ we herd him continue. It sounded almost like if he was baring his teeth at someone. I shuddered. Jacob must have sensed our fear and immediately calmed down. ’Sorry…tired…’ we herd him mumble.

-’Hey there Aira?’ Were our two hours done already?

-’Lee-Lee!’ I shouted happily.

-’Does everyone remember that today we meet the Cullen’s for their…training session?’ we herd as Sam entered our thoughts.

-’Yep!’ I herd Quil shouted. I herd him and ran to him. I instantly nuzzled into him as my greeting. I stopped I herd someone growl and Quil became stiff as he backed off. I tried reading everyone’s thoughts to see who growled at us, that wasn’t very nice.