Let Go

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 *_(Dezi pov)_* {Dreaming}

_I'll never stop dreaming that one day we can be a real family, together, all of us laughing_ _and talking, loving and understanding, not looking at the past but only to the future_

I looked at Justin. He sat next to my bed side. He put his face in his hands. I stood up. I looked at myself in the hospital bed. I felt someone place a hand on my shoulder. I jumped a little. I turned around in the face of Devin. I sigh in relief.

"You scared the h^ll out of me" I said

He chuckled. "What are you doing here?" He asked

"I don't know..but am I dead?"

"No.."

I nodded. My mother, Dawn and Devin walked into the room. My mother had tears down her face.

"Who's the kids?"

"That's your Daughter Dawn and Son Devin"

He looked at me confused. "Mine?"  I nodded.

Dawn went straight to Dawn. He picked her up. He starred at them.

"What are they like?" He asked

I kinda smiled. I sat down on the ground.

"Dawn is really smart, she's really loving, she's super sweet. Short tempered..just like you. Devin on the other hand. All he resembles is you. Sometimes..he makes me cry, he's so much like you. Protective, Short-tempered, Sweet, Her cares about me. Know one can hurt me while he's there."

Devin smiled."Whos the guy?" He asked

I smiled. "My boyfriend.."

He scrunched his nose. "Boyfriend?"

I chuckled. "Yeah, you would like him if you met him. He's been around for a few years. I just finally got with him"

"Where's Khalil?"

"NewYork...making his dreams come true"

He nodded.Ant walked into the hospital room.

"Aww h^ll..here comes the drama" I mumbled.

Devin chuckled. "He just loves you..thats it"

I sigh. "Devin why did you make me who I am?"

"I didn't make you..I helped you set standards. I'm trying to save you"

"From?"

"You..Rae your gonna be the death of your own self if you don't let the past go. Let it all go. Let me go.. Go see Dad. Love someone truly..."

"I did.."

"Corahn wasn't true love...Justin is"

"Hold'up..how did you know?"

He looked at me. "Rae your dreaming me here..Your talking to you"

He started to fade. "Let me go.."

He left. I stood up. So where do I go from here?...

_Just Wake up_

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_March 16, 2013_ _7:58 pm_

_(Corahn pov)_

The doctor walked in.  Justin looked up.

"Good knews..Justin, she's not in her coma anymore. Its just that her body is weak from going into shock. So when she'll wake up, I don't know. But she's fine. Give her a few minutes before asking her anything, unless she talks. Just try to let her wake up on her own. Maybe try whispering to her,let her know your waiting. Don't over do it though. I know you've been waiting..but just wait a little longer." He said

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