***RAYNE'S POV***
I get pulled
with 9 other
people who I
don't know. I
don't know where
I'm going. And,
to be honest,
I'm panicking.
I don't want to
be away from
Greg. I can't be
away from him.
Woah, wait. Why?
I mean, I like him
a lot. But, why
can't I be away
from him? Is
this what realizing
you're falling in
love (for real)?
I did love Zak, but
what I feel for Greg
is completely different.
I don't know. I have
to thing this one
over. We go into this
room on the other
side of the building.
It looks like people
have meetings in here.
Weird. Is this a
meeting? Well, if
it is, I'm not
prepared to
present my
findings.
"Hello," a nice voice says, "my name is Andrea, and this is DWA group."
DWA? What's that? I'm about to ask this when this guy beats me to it.
" 'Scuse me, ma'am," he sounds like he's not from around here, "What's
DWA mean?" She doesn't hesitate to respond, "Dealing With Addiction."
So, this group is about drugs. Interesting. "Okay, well, let's get started,"
she pauses and looks at me, "What's your name sweetie?" Ugh. Great.
Me first. I feel everyones' eyes puncturing me. I feel that the walls are
caving in. I think I'm going to pass out. Somehow, I answer, "R-Rayne."
She takes a brief pause, "Okay, Rayne. What I want you to do is answer
me a few questions. How old are you?" "15." "Where do you go to school?"
"Pittsburgh, but I just moved to Youngstown a month ago." "Okay, have
you ever tried drugs and/or alcohol?" "Yeah." "What have you tried,
hun?" "I do weed, tried cocaine once, and I drink often." "When's the
last time you used any of them?" I knew this question would get asked.
I haven't smoked weed since I was with Zak. But, I still get drunk often.
"Weed - 3 months. Alcohol - 4 days." "Why are you here, Rayne?" Gulp.
"Overdosing and cutting." "What did you overdose on?" "Painkillers."
"What kind, do you know?" "No." "How long have you done painkillers?"
"This was the first time." "How long have you been cutting yourself?"
*cough* *cough* Zak. "3 months." "When's the last time you did that?"
"Last night. That's when I OD'd." "Okay. Thanks, hun." It's about time.
I feel like I'm going to throw up.
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Won't Let You Go (BoyXBoy)
Teen FictionRayne and Greg have seen each other around school before, but when they both attempt suicide, they finally come face to face when they are roommates in a mental hospital. Something sparks between them, is it love, or is it just in their heads? ***...
