Not Good Enough (Editing )

Not the only one with a secret

Picture of Monica ( Kiera's Friend ) and Mr Bourne ( Jason Bourne ) on the side :)

I managed to convince myself that the anonymous text was a mistake. However when i walked in I saw pictures of me in my ugly, bulging school uniform with buck teeth and braces plastered onto the white wall infact plastered on every other wall I could see. Everything was breaking apart like a brittle winter ice, i felt I was going to be supressed by darkness . I tried not to break apart and once the initial shock was over me , I was engulfed by anger. I had never felt this angry before and i had no idea how i was going to control it. My initial response was REVENGE. I was on a warpath and i knew exactly who with. It was Tamara Evans ofcourse it had to be her. ' Well two can play at this game ' I thought to myself and stormed off. I was stopped in my tracks by a tall , slim girl with blonde layered hair , I found it hard to recognize her with the blubbery tears in my eyes. I wiped off my tears and realized it was Monica

' Sweetie I saw what happened ? I'm sorry ' she pulled me into a hug

I started crying uncontrollably ' I-I know i-it was Tamara ' I managed to say

' You don't know for sure , You can't just go around assuming things sweetie , i know you're hurt but.'  she tried explaing to me but to no avail, I had already made up my mind and nothing was going to change that.

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MONICA'S POV

I tried explaining to Kiera but she won't listen to me , infact she never listened to anyone when she's angry. I suppose she's right whoever did that was pretty heartless. Right now all I care about is knowing where Kiera is and if she's alright. I walked not knowing where I was heading to while making a mental list of everything Kiera might do but the one I feared the most was that she might try to hurt herself . It was few months back when she confessed that she tried to hurt herself but couldn't do it . Unknowingly a tear escaped my eye . ' We all love that girl but why won't she understand ' I thought to myself. I couldnt bear the thought of losing an amazing friend. My thoughts were racing and I just couldnt seem to catch up with them. I almost didnt notice Sammile but I was pretty sure that she saw me so I had no idea why she ignored me. Maybe she was having a bad day I thought to myself and besides I had other things to worry about like search for Kiera because she might be horrible at PE but when that girl is on a mission she is like a FBI agent and I could sense that this mission involved someone getting hurt 

*End of POV

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I walked as fast as my legs would carry me with my arms crossed across my chest thinking about how I could get revenge on Tamara and that's when it hit me.

FLASHBACK

It was a horrible day I woke up late in the morning which meant I couldnt straighten my hair which meant my hair looked like I had just been electrocuted , I missed my bus so I had to walk , some idiot splashed mud on me so I ended up looking like a mad scientist who hadn't had a bath in 15 million light years and to top it all off the first lesson was English. I used to love English when I had Ms Smith ,she might've been old but she loved me, however  this Mr Bourne was a nightmare. I couldn't actually express how i felt about him as my other bestfriend: Marian who sat next to me fancied him and by that I mean when she got out of her seat it was perfectly normal to find a puddle of drool on herside of the  table. I really wonder how she got that A in her last assemsent.

I got changed into a top I found at the back of my locker and hurried to my English class. I hastily opened the door and was met with a scene that sent me into a state of shock : Mr Bourne and Tamara lip-locked ,looking more comfortable than a 26 year old and a 15 year old should look. I tripped over the cabinet and startled them, i guess they didn't hear me open the door. There was a moment of silence afterall what can you say , they knew exactly what I had seen and were perfectly aware of the power I now held over them. Suddenly every fibre in my body was urging me to walk down to the Head's office and tell her about the incident I had just witnessed but seeing Mr Bourne's teary eyes made my heart melt, he told us that this job was his favourite and he wouldn't leave it for the world, at the time i thought he was lying but his eyes right now showed the ultimate truth. I decided to walk out of the class and forget all about it..

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Forget all about it , until today.

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