R U Mine? (Creek) (UNDER HEAVY EDITING AND NEW CHAPTERS SOON)

1.0 - Daddy Issues

WARNING: Heavy topics such as 'adult language' and homophobia or homophobic commentary

Craig's thoughts are italicized

As usual, I'm in my room...

Getting yelled at...

For shit I did ...

Craig thought to himself as he stood there. His father angrily raging at him.

"YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THIS FAMILY!! AT LEAST YOUR SISTER HAS SOME DIGNITY"

"What did I do now?" He said letting out a sigh as his face twisted into a blank and sour expression. He was not in the mood, he was never in the mood.

I don't give a shit what he has to say yet he always says it anyways. You'd think cause I'm facing away he'd take the hint to fuck off.

"You know what you did Craig... You-you came out of the fucking closet as BISEXUAL! I DO NOT WANT THE FUCKING WORLD TO THINK I HAVE A GAY SON!... And now..., you've gone and ruined EVERYTHING!" Thomas yelled, letting out a frustrated sigh.

I can only imagine his face being as red as his hair

...

Focus Craig

Craig had yet to even turn around, but after what his father said he felt himself do a 180

Even a few seconds later after said comment was made he was still processing what his father said, as he started speaking again.

"You should have told me before you fucking came out! Now the whole damn world believes my son is a ...goddamn fag." Craig felt his face change to a shocked expression once it finally clicked in his head, even though this way his father was feeling was fucking news to him, a total fucking surprise

He couldn't believe his father, ...but of course he was a damn hypocrite.

Of course his father wouldn't actually be inclusive or supportive of the idea or fact of Craig being gay.

Of course he fucking wouldn't idiot

Craig feeling like an idiot, as his blood boiled and furiously clenching his hands into fist, proceeded to exclaim

"So what if I'm bi dad? I thought you said you supported the gay agenda!" Craig said frustrated and mockingly

Of fucking course

"All those interviews, those donations, those comments about your support. And NOW, that your own son is coming out, you can't find it in you, to support me?!" Craig continued as he felt himself starting to become really really angry.

Thomas looked at Craig slightly shocked at his tone of voice he used, but not too late after, his shock quickly subsided and was replaced with anger once again.

How am I not supposed to be confused? Or angry?

'How am I supposed to feel when my DAD!... someone I trusted, someone I lo-..., someone who is supposedly a supporter of my community... SHAMES ME for something he supposedly understood.'

Craig thought to himself managing to piss himself off even more with his thoughts.

"DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT EVERYONE IS GOING TO SAY!? ESPECIALLY FROM BACK HOME!" Thomas yelled as he started pacing around the room clutching his head in his hands in frustration.

"Oh look everyone! there goes Thomas's gay f*ggot son!" Thomas said in a mimicked voice, throwing his arms in the air dramatically. Craig could only stare at his father with a glare. Tension was high in the room.

My heart hurt..., it-...it was aching... I never feel this much at once. What. the. fuck. is going on

I never really cared about what my dad had to say before... and now I do?... Why, why does it hurt so fucking bad! So goddamn bad

Why is he yelling at me... why do I care? Why can't I cry..., do I want to cry? I just feel angry

Craig placed his hand on his heart, clutching onto his shirt tightly, he felt a horrible sharp pain stabbing at him through his chest

"No... BUT I DONT CARE!" He didn't want to yell, but he couldn't help himself. He was so angry

I feel hurt, I feel really really hurt. How could my dad... betray me like this, when I need him. I can't believe it, I can't fucking believe how he can be so damn two-faced

That's when Craig finally broke, warm tears rolled down his face. He felt like running so he ran out of the room.

I couldn't cry before, but now I can.

Craig thought as he ran out of the room

"What do I do now?" Craig said to himself, almost like a whisper as he froze and stopped, he didn't even know where he had stopped. He just looked down at the ground holding himself tightly

Fuck

Hello everybody, sorry for the short chapter it will be continued in the next part! This chapter's song is Daddy Issues by The Neighbourhood

DISCLAIMER: I do not own South Park or the songs included It's just for fun. Anything besides characters I made up or the story line and plot belong to me.