He Wants To Take My Virginity

Virgin 1

I'm a little bit exhausted, because of the reunion we had.  Our parents are actually crazy, because my relatives and his was gathered in one place.

When I was suppose to get up from bed, Renzo got near me.

He was out of his mind, he push me and I fell in my bed without any choice because I was suppose to get up.

I tried to get up against him for the second time, but his top of me and his hands were holding my waist side by side so I can't get out and I feel so stiff.

He started to stare in my eyes and his face was going nearer and nearer, until his lips touch mine. His other hand was already holding my head, like he really cares for me especially the way he is kissing me right now, until he slowly kiss my neck and I was not expecting he would reach my weak spot and I moan because it feels great and unusual, but I push him away as soon as I got my senses back.

"What are you doing!?" I shouted, but deep down I actually liked it.

"Giving you what you want" he said

"But you know its not right at all, why are you doing this to me" I replied and then I left him

It felt so new to me, that he kissed me. I know he won't like the way I am. He's a bad boy yet handsome, but I don't like him going near me because I might fall in love to him, and he may break my heart even though his my arrange marriage partner.

I can't give him my virginity not at all.

I know that he gets what he wanted and as far as I know him, he gets what he wants especially when it comes to girls.

Renzo

She was still sleeping like an angel, but she woke up and I directly got near her and push her in the bed again. I had no choice, because I had the eager to kiss her in the lips until I got to her neck and I guess I know where her weak spot is she moan and its turning me on. shit!!!

She push me and said "What are you doing?"

I don't know what came out in my mouth I just said "Giving you what you wanted" and I'm such a disaster telling those words to her, I was supposed to make her fall in love to me but right now I'm making it worst which is a big problem.

"But you know its not right at all, why are you doing this to me" she said with her eyes being disappointed. I wonder if she could forgive me.

DAMN MYSELF!!!! What the fuck have I done to her. *suddenly punches the wall*

I was going to tell her something and yet she left. I was speechless because I was being so dumb and stupid.

I'm a Bad boy, Play boy, and a person that Madeline won't expect I'd be.

All she know is that if I want to have sex with girls, I can because girls like me that is why I can have them easily.

All I want is too Pleasure myself and the girls that are virgins and not, but at the same time I know that what I'm doing wrong is very wrong and unforgivable...

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After eating breakfast I directly go towards the door to leave, I don't like to go with her because I might do something wrong even though she's my fiancee.

I may be bad for her but then I should be

She who will soon marry a person who is so opposite of what she is and she doesn't even know about the bad thing I'm doing. Madeline is so pure and innocent to be given a punishment from me but I know one day I can have her inside me....Soon...