Till My Heart Beat Ends(Taglish)

-Chapter04-

Anica's POV

...Goodbye Andrew Jhon Ford Villiantes

I never expected that i would let those words come out of my mouth twice

.....

Well cause the first time i said those words was when he broke up with me

And I admit

That day was the worst day of my entire life

I felt like...

Like yung parang gumuho na ang mundo ko nang nangyari yun

Well its only because...

I loved him

Minahal ko siya nang sobra-sobra

That i did everything just for our relationship to work

And i didn't expect that...

All my hard work will just end up as us breaking up

At alam niyo ba kung ano ang mas masakit?...

Yun yung kung malalaman mo nalang na matagal ka na palang niloloko ng boyfriend mo...

...at yung katotohanang ipinagpalit ka pala niya sa pinsan mong matagal mo nang itinuring na isang kapatid

And the part where they told me everything...

...the part where they made me realize was the worst timing

On all the time

On all the days they could tell me the truth

Bakit sa mismong birthday ko pa?

At ang masaklap pa yung kung paano nila ipinatunayang niloloko lang nila ako

Na naging tanga ako

Well paano ba naman

Andrew called me and told me to go to his condo unit late at night

And do you know what i saw when i arrived there?

Both MY Boyfriend and MY Cousin were having ***

What they showed me that night broke my heart into pieces

Palaging kong sinasabihan yung sarili ko na...

..."Okay lang yan Anica,this is only a dream.Hindi nakikipag*** yung boyfriend ko sa pinsan ko,they would NEVER do that to me,MAHAL nila ako eehh"or so i thought

At that same night...

Was also the night where they both confronted me...

And where Andrew broke up with me