My Boyfriend is a Sadist!

Chapter - [9]

          The thought that Charles is in our house makes me feel uncomfortable, excited, crazy, and hurt. What should I do? Little by little I'm losing my mind, every minute feels like forever. Why the heck am I even thinking of him? 

I'm in my own home but I don't feel like it, I don't even want to go outside of my room because of the strange fear that I might see him despite that I know it's impossible to see him because they're in the pool.

I could hear the laughter of my Kuya's barkada but none of those laughter is Charle's, One second I miss him and next I would hate him what kind of thinking do I actually have right now? God I think I'm really not in my sanity.

Okay, I will just check on him I promise, and then I'll go. I swear just this one.

Without further hesitation I left my room, I run down the staircase as fast as I could because in no time I might change my mind. I might change my mind like how he changed his.

As my feet landed on the 1st floor of our house, I felt my stomach clenched, why I am even nervous. This is stupid. I motion myself to the glass door near the pool and like a silly child I hid myself in the corner.

And there he is, Charles Castro in all his glory drinking and having fun with my brother while here I am feeling stupid that I almost feel that I act like a complete stalker. I am watching him intently; I couldn't remove my gaze away from him.

I think it's already 30 minutes but I still can't get enough of him. For a moment he stopped drinking and glanced in my way, our gaze met each other and he gave me a lopsided grin. Holy?! Did he just catch me gawking at him? My heart is pounding real fast, what a stupid move Jill! He saw you! Now he knows that you're dying to see him! You're crazy!

I stood up from the corner where I was hiding but before I could walk someone grabbed my hand, A familiar hand caught me, making my heart pound, bringing me to the counter; all the butterflies in my belly are dancing in rejoice.

But shocked was painted throughout my face when I saw Kuya instead of Charles.

"What are you doing there Jill? It's already 2 AM." I couldn't think of anything, what would I tell him? That I am watching Charles from afar?!

"Uh-uhhmm." I stuttered "I want to ask something kase from you Kuya but I couldn't because I'm kind of shy to your barkada and Im just there waiting for you to look at my view." I lied, because that is the best excuse that I could think of.

"Bakit hindi mo na lang ako ti-next? Ano ba yon?"

Damn

"Can I, uhmm..." What excuse should I tell him?

"Gillian what?" he asked with anticipation

"Can I sleep in your room because I think the ac unit in my room is broken? It's so mainet kasi eh." Wow, what a lame excuse

"Yun lang ba? No problem, go there matulog ka na late na may morning classes ka bukas, I might ditch my class pero don't worry baby Ihahatid pa rin kita, come here." He hugged me while kissing the top of my head. "Good night baby."

"Good night kuya." In my dismay I made my way to the grand staircase. Maybe it's really not yet the time, I went directly to kuya's room so he would not suspect me.

I climb to his bed which is unusually not makalat, my eyes scanning is room, because super madalang lang akong pumasok sa room ni kuya kase madalas may inuuwi siyag girls dito without mom and dad's consent.