× "you're a victim of your own mind" ×
adore you - miley cyrus
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"are you sure you don't want to come?" jack asked as the girl clung to him, dragging him towards the exit.
"yeah, i'm fine" johnson smiled. i'm far from fine, i'm hurt he thought
"alright man, be safe"
jack and jack were 'best friends' but johnson always felt neglected.
johnson felt like he always forgot about him, he always cared way too much about sex than his own best friend.
he had never took notice in johnson's deep depression or the tiny slit marks on his wrist.
he blows jack off for other people, claims to be there for him but is never by my side, johnson always in the shadows.
he come from a loving family but he's always felt out of place.
growing up he was different, it took longer for him to mature, to grow into his looks and he was teased about it.
daily, they would pick on jack, not a single attempt at defense from jack - my best friend-
jack's whole life he's felt like ge was the ugly duckling, the black sheep in the herd.
never had a girlfriend, never had a first kiss, some say he's a late bloomer but jack knew why.
he thought he was just not appealing. thus why he is jealous of gilinsky. 'he had the strong attractive features, the height, the personality and here i am just a worthless waste of space'
he thought.
all of this he would think about himself daily, letting his thoughts consume his mind.
"you're a victim of your own mind'
jack had a guilty conscience, more of a depressed conscience.
he thought he had seen all life had for him, that is until
he met her
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T H E O T H E R J A C K; J J *short story*
Fanfiction"it's okay, i'm used to being alone" + jack johnson is best friends with jack gilinsky. they've been linked at the hip, but one of them is left in the others shadow *short story*
