I LOVE YOU....I HATE YOU (ziam boyxboy vampire fanfic)

Chapter Thirteen

Zayn’s Pov

All i see is light

I also see specks of black in my eyes

I feel like I’m in some kind of hot room

I don’t feel my typical cold skin

I feel

No

It can’t be

I feel

Human

How? When? Where? What the hell is happening?

“LIAM!???!?!?!” i screamed but my voiced just echoed

Where am i ... how did i get here

“Zayn!?” I heard a familiar voice

Mom...

“Zayn!? What are you doing here?” i turned around and i felt like the world put its weight on my shoulders

I saw my mom drenched in blood my dad dead in the floor

I am as a little kid sitting on the floor completely terrified of what is happening

What is this!? Is this some kind of dream!? Or some kind of memory!?

“zayn i told you to stay on your room ... don’t worry daddy is only asleep ... he’ll be sleeping for awhile dear ... you need to sleep to zayn” my mom said to the little me

And i remembered

This is a memory

A memory that i didn’t want to remember

That is the day i became a vampire

I knew what is going to happen next

My mom pounced on the little me and he screamed so loud my ears hurt

I went limp on my mom’s arms

“zayn i’m sorry but this is for your own good ... i did this so no one could ever hurt you ... i love you baby” my mom said

The memory fades away leaving muffled screams of my mom

I never understood or even remember of what happened after that

All i knew is i was a vampire because my mom used to tell me stuff about her kind

My father died ... because of my mom

I thought he was going to turn into a vampire too and help me but unfortunately he didn’t

I was left alone when i was only 6 years old

I lived drinking animal’s blood until i turned 16 i went looking for a job

Then i found Andy and i knew i was gay when i met him

Andy ...

Wait no i remember i was shot

With vervain

No! I can’t be dead! I need to protect liam

“LIAM!???!?” then a light in the left side of the room I’m in went out

No! Please no! I can’t be dead ! please i need to be with liam !? please...

The right side of the light went out

Then when the only light left was shining above me i looked at the little liam right in front of me

Another figment of my memory

“why’d you save me?” little liam says

I was waiting for someone to answer him but no one did, so i spoke

“because i love you” i saidtears rushing down my face

He smiles and blushes and i knew seeing that smile one last time was ok for me

Maybe if i was gone in this world Liam will be more safe

Maybe if i was dead now he won’t be suffering from anything

Maybe i really needed this

Maybe it is time to DIE

I touched the little boy by the head and kissed his forehead

“goodbye liam i will always love you thank you for everything ... please be safe ... i love you”

And with that

The lights went out

A/N

OMG! WHAT DID I JUST WRITE! HAHA! I’M NOT GOING TO GIVE ANY SPOILERS ON THIS ONE

I JUST WANTED A SAD CHAPTER YET FULL OF FEELS SO HERE IT IS

SORRY IT IS SHORT I’M HAVING WIRTERS BLOCK

DON’T WORRY THOUGH THIS IS NOT THE END OF ZAYN ... OR IS IT?

HAHA WELL FEEL FREE TO COMMENT AND VOTE LOVE YOU GUYS

BYE

-----JAMILAxx