I LOVE YOU....I HATE YOU (ziam boyxboy vampire fanfic)

Chapter four

A/N

THIS PART IS NOT ON LIAM’S POV SORRY.....

Louis’s Pov

I woke up from my nap and i looked at the clock 7: 00 pm

That’s weird in this time liam is waking me up from my nap

I got up and fixed myself and i went to the living room

I found harry and niall crying in each other’s arms

“Hey...what’s wrong?” i asked them

They all looked at each other then back at me niall stood up and gave me a note

Oh it’s from Liam

I continuously read the note and i don’t know what happened after that all i knew is my knees got weak and i felt nothing

Like my life gave up on me

Liam killed himself and we don’t know where he is or how to save him

I was startled when i heard a knock on the door i looked at my two best friends before i glanced at the door i quickly stood up and continuously thinking

Please be Liam please be Liam

I opened the door and i saw zayn i was so angry i punched him right in the face he flinched but i know it didn’t hurt him—he’s a vampire-- he just grabbed me and put me against the wall

“what the fuck Tomlinson !?” he screamed at me

“this is all your fault!” i said snapping at him

I continuously slap him with my hand that still holds the note

He grabbed the note and sat me down on the floor

I was so hurt i don’t know what to do i just hugged my knees crying and rocking back and fort

Then all of a sudden zayn screamed and i felt like my ears is going to bleed form his scream

“NO! LIAM WHY!???” he screamed again

I grabbed him and we both hugged

I know i am suppose to hate him for breaking my brother’s heart but i know what zayn’s intention is he just want liam to not get hurt but he was stupid

He continuously said sorry while i comforted him i did not have the strength to cry anymore

All i did when zayn fell asleep i placed him in my room i went to the couch and hugged my best mates

And we continuously fell asleep dreaming of Liam

Zayn’s pov (oohh first time)

I woke up in an unfamiliar bedroom ... oh wait i’m in louis’

Now i remember the note

I punched the pillow that i was leaning on

What did liam think.... why did he .... do that ... i didn’t mean to hurt him and be the cause to end his life he told me in the letter to not blame myself

How can i not blame myself i broke his heart and find his way to end it

God! Please give liam back if you’re up there please!??

No i’m crying my arms hugging my knees and i’m rocking back and forth

But i feel nothing ... i loved Liam ... so if he died i should feel something in my chest they say it would be like heart burns but i felt nothing yesterday even today

Maybe just maybe he’s not dead ... i quickly got up and saw louis, harry and niall all pacing back and forth in the room

“Guys i think liam is not dead” i told them louis came up on me and slapped me on the face

“Alright then explain” he says

“I deserve that .... I can’t feel anything.. i loved liam meaning his my mate if he was dead then i must have felt it yesterday or today .. Like a massive heart burn” i explained

They looked gobsmacked

Louis came up again to me but this time he hugged me

“I hope your right zayn... i hope your right” Louis says i hugged him back

“Alright then we need a plan  ... first we need to find him... if his alive then there is nothing to worry about if his...” harry gulped

“Dead ... then we have to wait and see” he continued looking like he’s going to be sick

We all nodded

“Alright then let’s split up ... i’m taking harry louis take niall” i said

“Why can’t i go with harry?” niall asks pouting like a kid

“Because we don’t want you two distracted by each other “ i said louis nods

“Aww” harry and niall said in unison we smiled sadly

“Alright let’s go”

After 6 hours of finding him we found no one ...nothing so we decided to come back to Louis’ house

When we got there we saw the door was broken as we approach the living room i saw.......

Then i blacked out

A/N

WELL IT’S PRETTY OBVIOUS HE FOUND..... A TURTLE (IF YOU DON’T GET IT THEN GET OUT) KIDDING!!!

ALRIGHT BYE

-----JAMILAxx

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