I LOVE YOU....I HATE YOU (ziam boyxboy vampire fanfic)

Chapter Ten

Zayn’s Pov

I can’t believe it Liam sacrificed himself for all of us

I was so proud yet so angry at him... why didn’t this Eleanor girl picked me then i wouldn’t have to panic here

I saw Louis and harry staring at me while i was trembling in fear of losing him and i was gripping the couch angry at the people who kidnapped him

“Zayn you do know what is the advantage of Liam being there instead of you right?” Harry asks

I snapped out of my thoughts i pushed the negative thoughts of that sentence away i need something from keeping me going insane

I shook my head “no”

“well... liam has been to so many bad things and if he lets you leave him like that i doubt he would want to live without you .. he will probably want to commit suicide again ... and with you being strong for him for being strong about your feelings he trusts you let him know his way out of it “

I stared at the wall across form me

Harry is right if i was the opne to be kidnapped then he woud not have any strength to keep himself alive without me

He also right that i am strong from keeping my feelings and emotions i was strong enough when i needed liam to be protected so i stayed away from him last time

I realized he’s my strength, my reason to live, my very purpose in my undead life and i am his .

I quickly stood up hugging harry a single tear fell on eyes

I never did knew i would get this emotional that i would be having tears streaming down my face

I pulled away and went to the kitchen to find niall drawing something in a sketchpad

He’s eyes were pitch black with a slight of golden in the middle meaning he’s using one of his powers

I went beside him to see what he drew

What i saw warmed my heart

Liam

Niall stopped drawing and his eyes went back to normal

“i never thought i would be using one of my powers for you zayn but because i want you to not worry anymore i went to see in my vision where liam is right now and here it is I’ll leave you to plan things out”

I was confused what does he mean “plan things out”

I looked at the drawing finding liam a half-smile written in his face but i got lost in his eyes .. he was crying

It broke my heart but what i read fixed it

He was writing something and i looked at what niall drew in the side indicating this is what liam was writing

It says

Zayn,

I know you would probably be very scared and angry at the same time with me and i understand and i know you will probably read this because of niall’s powers

Zayn i love you from the bottom of my heart to the fullest

I wish you were here with me ... i’m scared zayn but i would still be thinking that i have you to be my strength and inspiration for moving on

I love you but i have to tell you something important i met the king of the vampire clan and he wants me zayn

Not just want me to be his prisoner but he wants me to be his mate i will probably be beaten up because i refused him but zayn