The Story Of Us

Twenty Eight

The Story of Us

Twenty Eight

          I turned in my bed for what felt like the millionth time that night. I glanced at my alarm clock with read 6:26 AM. I hadn’t slept an ounce last night, but maybe it was because going back to school was stressful.

          Or maybe it was because Caleb was constantly on my mind.

          I pulled myself out of bed, letting out a long sigh. I walked over to my desk and sat in front of it, staring at my pile of school work. There was no way I was going to be able to concentrate on that.

          I slid my hand over my face, and then rested my elbows on my desk. I was so tired of feeling sad all the time over Caleb. I was tired of feeling angry at myself for letting him slip away. Enough was enough.

          I glanced up at my car keys hanging off my purse.

          I got up and went to my closet pulling on some jeans, and a sweater. I slipped on my favorite pair of boots, and tossed my hair up in a pony tail.

          I grabbed purse, and crept down the stairs. I crossed my fingers that my parents wouldn’t wake up. When I got to the front door, I scribbled down a quick note for them, and taped it on the door.

          I pulled out of my drive way in my car, taking a deep breath. I couldn’t believe I was doing this.

          Texas State here I come.

          I pulled into the visitor’s parking lot after hours of driving. It was already twelve in the afternoon.

          I shook my head, cursing myself for not making a game plan. How was I supposed to find Caleb? This place was huge. I didn’t even know what building his dorm room was in.

          I grabbed my cell phone out of my bag, and dialed Sky’s number. After one ring she picked up.

          “Amanda! Where are you? You’re parents are going off the walls!” Sky yelled in my ear.

          “Tell them to chill. I’m at Texas State.” I told her letting my eyes roll.

          “The hell are you doing at Texas State?!” Sky exclaimed.

          “I need to talk to Caleb. I have to figure everything out between us before I go insane. Please tell me you know where his dorm room is?” I asked finding a pen.

          I heard her let out a sigh. “It’s in building H on the third floor. Caleb’s in room 312.” I quickly scribbled down the information on my arm.

          “Thanks Sky. Tell my parents I’ll be home as soon as I can.” I then clicked the end button.

          Soon I found myself in building H in front of room 312. I ran my fingers through my bangs. Maybe I should just go home? But if I did this feeling inside me would just continue.

          I took a deep breath and let my fist lightly knock on the door. I heard thing shuffle in the background, and then the door swung open, showing a short guy with brown hair.

          “Um can I help you?” the guy asked looking me up and down. I could feel any confidence I had drain out of me.

          “Um I’m looking for Caleb Saunders…” I told him, looking down at my feet.

          “He left just a few minutes ago to get something from his car. He should be back soon. You’re welcome to wait for him in here.” The guy told me, giving me just enough room to squeeze inside.

          “I have to go meet up with some friends, but like I said Caleb should be back soon.” The guy then left me alone to wait.

          I went and sat on the bed I assumed was Caleb. It was neatly made, just like he always had had his bed at home. I look at the night stand next to it. There was a framed picture us and of both of our smiling families at his graduation.

          I continue to sit there for what feels like an eternity. “This is a huge mistake.” I whispered to myself. I head to the door, and as soon as I swing it open, I slam into someone’s hard body. I hear a loud gasp.

          “Amanda?!” Caleb says looking down at me, his blue orbs huge. “What are you doing here?” I feel tears well up in my eyes as I start to sob.

          I feel myself being pulled into Caleb, his arms wrapping around my body. I could feel my tears soaking his shirt. Caleb grabs my hand, leading me to his bed, were we sit next to each other.

          I cradled my face in my hands, waiting for the tears to stop. I could feel Caleb’s eyes burning into me. I took a deep breath and lifted my head up.

          “Um I’m not sure why I even came here. I should just go.” I murmured. I grabbed my purse and started to get up. I felt Caleb’s hand grasp my wrist, pulling me back down to his bed.

          “You didn’t drive hours for no reason at all.” Caleb told me, his face hard.

          I take a deep breath and feel the words roll off my tongue.  “I’ve been on a nonstop emotional rollercoaster since we kissed last summer. When I had told you I didn’t feel the same way I lied. I was just terrified for what would happen at the end of summer when you would leave for college. I’ve wanted to be with you for as long as I could remember, but I know I’ve messed everything up. I was hoping coming here and seeing you would clear some things up for me.”

          I let out a sigh as Caleb continued to stare at me, his lips in a thin line.

          “I guess I just need to try to get over you.” I blurted out. “You and Sam look really happy together, and I can honestly say I hope everything works out between you too. She seems like a really nice girl.”I added.

          I slowly rose from his bed, and walked to his door. I stopped as I put my hand on the door knob, winching my eyes shut to stop the tears. I couldn’t believe it; I was actually giving up on Caleb Saunders.

          My eyes popped open as I got spun around, and got pushed up against the door. Caleb’s lips pushed against mine. My eyes fluttered shut as my fingers ran through his black hair.

          As we broke away, I looked at him my eyes wide. “I broke up with Sam. I didn’t want her, I never wanted her. It’s always been you.” Caleb blurts, leaning his forehead on mine. “I love you Amanda.” He added whisperings.

          “Wh-what?” I stammered, feeling my heart pound in my chest.

          “I love you.” Caleb repeated, sounding confident. I pressed my lips against his, letting him know the feeling was mutual. Caleb slid his hands down my arms, and then intertwined his fingers with mine.

          “You should spend the night here. I can get my roommate to stay somewhere else for the night. What do you say?” Caleb says looking hopeful.

          “Sure sounds perfect.” I replied, a huge smile on my face.