~ Living with O2L ~

~The kiss~

After a while of me just being really confused , thinking of what the heck i did and if he felt the same way about me that i felt about him, and i knew that we just met but I somehow feel like it's right..kinda......I heard a knock on the door. My moms and my little sis was out doing something. They left about 15 minutes ago so I thought it was them. They maybe forgot something. So i dragged myself out of the bed and went to the door. I was wearing my sweatpants and croptop and my hair was up in the same messy bun as earlier. When I opened the door.....guess who stood there....yes...sam....he was so cute just standing there. Looking me deep into my eyes. He didn't say anything. I saw the guys far away in the back giggling. He took one of his hands and putted it on my warm cheek and one on my waist pulling me closer to him, i looked up in his eyes, nothing around us mattered, the time didn't move, nothing moved, and thats when he leaned down, closed his eyes and kissed me. I needed to stand on my toes because i was short. I was completely frozen. I couldn't move at all. The only thing that I thought about was Sam and how beautiful he was. And this wasn't the type of kiss i gave him before like we nearly touched. This was a lot more. I don't know for how long we stood there but apparently long enough to make kian say "stop kissing, soon you are going to swallow each other". I got down from my toes and we just looked in each other's eyes. Then i took Sam's hand and turned around walking towards my bedrooms while i was shouting to the others to come in. We sat in my bedroom for awhile everybody was laughing and having a good time. Sam and i sat in the bed, Kian and Jc sat on the floor with Ricky while Connor and Trevor were fighting about the small couch. We talked about everything from me and Sam to how it is in Sweden to food. "I like food" said Connor. "Same" Ricky said. "Ricky!! You only eat salad" i heard Jc say. Kian was just laughing. And trevor said "god.. Jc i'm the drama queen here" we all laughed..."Then i said that we should go to mc donalds. Kians gave me a high five. "You can reed my mind" Kian said laughing. My parents had the car so we needed to walk over to the guys house and get their car. They had a big black Range Rover. Ricky drove and i called shotgun so......we had a great time! I texted mom that i wanted to stay over at the o2l house but she hadn't answer wet and just as i said: I feel like nothing could make me sad...i got a text....from my mom...she said no and that i needed to be home by seven....well that did it. "To bad you couldn't stay with us" Connor said
It was 6:45 so the guys decided to dropped me of at home. Now it was Kians turn to drive (well at least what Kians thinks) So kian drove back to my place. I gave Sam a goodbye kiss. I wanted the kiss to last longer but Kian scared the shit out of me by honking the horn. "Fine..." I said with a smirk saying goodbye to everyone. I walked up to my door and looked back waiving goodbye to the guys. Itook a deep breath knowing that my mom would be a little mad at me for nit being home. I opened the door and walked in closing it behind me. My mom's wasn't actually that mad just a little pissed.....i was tired so i walked in to my room and just laid in my bed with my phone watching O2L videos.........my little sis came into my room in her pjs and with her favorite stuffed animals in her right and and with her left hand she was rubbing her eye. "Can you read me a bedtime story?" She asked kinda tired. I looked at the time (8:49) and putted my phone down. "Sure" i said as i followed my little sis to her room and i laid down in her bed wrapping my arm around her. "Once upon a time when a little tiny princess named Jessica went in to the wood to look for flowers..." I started the story. It didn't take long before she fell asleep. I carefully unwrapped my arm around her and started to as quite as possible go in to my room. I closed her door slightly and then i went in to my mom's room to say goodnight to them and i know that my brother doesn't like when i go in his room so i just skipped him. Then i went in my room continuing with watching Youtube videos. I took of my croptop and my makeup. But i kept the sweatpants and the bra. I watched o2l videos till 10:53. Then i laid my phone next to my pillow and feel right asleep. I woke up because of a beep from my phone. I was confused (as always)...who text this late. I took up my phone and rubbed my eyes to see what it stood. The time was 01:24 and it was from sam...."come outside". I just wrote back "Ok??.." I took on my croptop and just putted on some concealer and mascara. I putted on my vans and took a sweatshirt with me. I tried to be as quite as possible when I walked to the door. Slowly opening it and closing it. First when i was outside i could breathe out. I looked around to look for Sam. I walked out on the street and thats when i saw their car. I went over to the car opening the doors to find all of the guys there. I couldn't help but laugh. I jumped in to the car. "Hi guys!! It looks like you save the best seat for me" i said with a smirk. I sat next to Sam. We kisses:)I asked them were are we going and they said Taco Bell. "I'm so glad to have you guys! You have already made the world a better place" i said as i hugged sam. "Aww, Same" i got as a response from Kian "Thank you! Same for us" Sam said and the other smiled. LET'S GO!!!!!...........

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